Memories about now ..

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Somewhere in a lonely place
Someone wanders alone
seeking for friends and pals
Sharing just a piece of heart
they developed friendship
to share wee and woe together
Sad but true it turns out
that someone been betrayed
by no other than a mutual friend .

Haha . Stupid rhyme . lolz .

I wonder if i could just go ahead with my life , caring not for anything but studies .

Hah . Stupid huh .

Im still ponderin over : What did i do to that someone to cause her to hate me so much .

True . I made a lot of enemies just a few trusting friends .

Enemies among friends .. Sometimes ..

I feel that I am not anyone .. I am juz a freak .

Cuz ppl seem to whisper behind my back about me .

You think its ain true but its true .

One day .. i was in the classroom gonna find someone from the other class.
When I was walking outta door . Someone was talking loudly . Guess what . Its about me .

Another day rather today .. A classmate say i act like i dun know anything . Let other ppl let scolding and i go out free . Like real . I really dun know what . What to do? They also never bother to check out lorh . Den anyhow tell ppl tales .

I really feel madd . How can they juz go round spreading tales like that without letting other ppl know the truth .. Juz act like they innocent like dat . Damn la .

Always like that de . Act innocent like shit . Den talking tales PRO . Asshole . Make me feel bad for you . Help u do project or homework . What the heck i get? NOTHING .

Seriously . IF YOU WANT ME TO IGNORE RIGHT .. DEN DUN TALK ABOUT ME LORH . DEN ALSO .. IF YOU FIND SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OR WHAT . JUZ TELL ME LA . DUN BEHIND MY BACK WHEN I TALKING TO SOMEONE OR NOT THERE DEN U TELL PPL BAD THINGS ABOUT ME THAT YOU INVENT . DEN SCOLD ME FUCK LORH . FARK OFF LARHZ .

I tell you . DUN MAKE ME BLOODY MAD . I will DO something TO YOU TO REGRET IT . TODAY I NEARLY SLAPPED SOMEONE . ASSHOLE . I JUZ HATE THIS FARKING PPL MAN .

If you think IM who YOU think IM den YOURE WRONG .

Im not a ROBOT or WHAT . IM JUZ HUMAN . CAN NOt . BU SHUANG DEN TELL ME LORH . Who cares . HUMANS HAVE FEELINGS OKAY . I CRY .. GET ANGRY .. GET DISAPPOINTED NOT FEELINGS ARH . EXCEPT I JUZ DUN WANNA SHOW OUT . I rather .. I write my personal feelings in a diary OR WHAT den kana embarrased for nothing LORH .

Sometimes i wish im juz a normal girl
with a normal size and weight ..
What to do ..
Im juz born like dat .

Wish upon a star
a bright and starry star
that someone would
help me with all these ..
cuz im getting tired of finding friends
and confide to them .
In the end
only tio them kana telltale on me when we not friends anymore .

haiiz .

-Miserable Gal .

P.S. How do you know if you like someone or the opposite ? What would you do ? =]] .