Thursday, December 28, 2006

SickAndTired

Today jin sian. Early morning went wake up for ms paulene and ms hnin hnin lor..


Since we gt nothing to do, we decided to go to hnin hnin house..
Our secret plan..no one noes
They make me walk walk walk for nothing. The phone connection not very good ; could hardly hear anything , make me blur nia her instructions. Den i very furious when I saw them I scold them. xDD.

They went to touch the piano. And play blue moon. Cuz I brought the digital camera along i become photographer xDD. and I made a vid.. but I'll upload it when I'm free. Quite nice den I went on the laptop and started cursing the freewebs cuz it froze the site for nuthing. Asshole. So when I got bac home,I went to fix it. And guess wad, IT WAS BLOCKED BY SAFESURF. zz.

Then , I went to take pictures of poster and flyer lor. den go back piano. I watch tv and touch laptop xDD. Den we had a game of scrabble i think. Paulene pro sia. But she lost to Hnin Hnin who got the highest score of 100+ something. Den me and paulene went down wif hnin hnin for lunch: Chicken Rice. And hnin hnin treat us de xDD. Yummy.

Came back , ate , discussed about stuff .. den go back piano. Oh yeah , while I was playing scrabble i went and lay on the floor den my trousers all dusty >:(. den after cleaning up , we lie on the bed and talk about stuffs. Den piano again .. Den go down with hnin hnin to buy snacks and chat lor. After that they go piano , i found a MrMidnight book and read it before leaving.

Frustrating arhs , piano piano piano. xDD . I took pictures too. Wait for me to upload.

P.S. I not yet in sci competition. CUZ I DIDN'T AGREE . And , you know wadd . THEY TRYING TO BLACKMAIL ME >:( .

Sometimes , I really wish that I could be the kind of attidude people , who dun care anything and all that stuff. I have a kind of dreadful feeling when i meet some people .. aiya .. its oready in the past ler. Cuz it is like , they discrimate others who are good in some subjects who are better than them in other ways. They talk behind other ppl back and always expect you to help them whenever they got problem or smthing. Its okay if you got some problem , I'll try my best to help right. Some people will always ask you to let them copy your homework or even answers in tests just for their friendship and whenever you got new stuff , they wanna take it home and all that. When you refuse him time after time , or you have no benefits to them , they dump you like you are a piece of shit. I'm not kidding . When you need help , you discover their true colours , they will just ignore your plea for help and carry on with their own stuff. They waste the friendship and the time which can be used to friend other nicer people. Even if you treat them nicer , they will still find something that they dislike about you and whisper behind your back , spreading rumours and treating like you are action and arrogant kia thats why no more friendship ler. I'm sick of being the one clinging on to the useless friendship which can be broken off just by one rumour. Thats how fragile some friendships are. During projects , they wanna group with you cuz they know you are a hardworking person and will finish the stuff with or without their help and throw the whole thing on your shoulders and give you all the burden and run off.

I'm really sick and tired of mantaning the website already. He doesn't wanna help me , just took a break and left everything to me. Decides whatever is good but all the action , I have to do it. Then , whats the point of the merge. Both of us are supposed to do the whole thing together. I'm sick and tired of everything , of carrying the burden. This is the holidays , not a time for me to torture myself. I feel obliged to do it cuz its my reponsibility. What about him? Thats no way to shirk off the reponsibility by saying you need a break and leave everything to me. The obstacles in mantaning the web seems neverending and comes one after one.

I guess I'm feeling quite down now.. cuz school is about to start and i still have a lot to do. Adding the whole habbo thing becuz of the taiwan earthquake , HabboSG cannot use. And HabboSg is not fixing it at all , they are just leaving it to the Singapore Communication Services. Typical of such people.

You know what? I'm tired of everything. I want to relax , spend time with my friends and have a good time but it spoils my day everytime such things happen. I'm tired of being the meek , quiet girl who accept everything that happens and all that. I wanna be a new me.

I'm glad to have good friends who will always help me whenever I need their help and all that. Thankyew guys. But now is not the time. Maybe someday you will return me the favour when the time is ripe. Love ya forever , you guys are the best pals that a girl could ever make in her life.. people who offer help even if its not their responsibility and I feel so touched. *Muacks to all of them people out there.

Signing Off
Feli.

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