Epic failure.

I'm a failure as a friend,
failure as a daughter,
failure as a student.

no matter what i do.
i just can't please my mum.
when i say the wrong things, its all my bloody fault,
no matter how many times i apologised.
i dont know when things got to this.
it seems like just a few words,
can mean so much when its' spoken from the mouth.
i'm wrong yes.
but how am i supposed to know that i did the wrong thing?
only after i face the music.
and by that time, i'm the world's greatest noobshit.
the most unwanted trash, rubbish and bullshit.
so when i say im sorry,
its no longer wanted.
whatever i do = amount to nothing.
so whats the point of me trying so hard?!

i'm a nobody.
i feel fine.
.......
dunno.
my mind is in a whirl, confused, moody, sad, and crying.