My freaking life , thats what it is . Everything for me is totally in a mess . The worst part is , i dunno what to do . Talk about pathetic . The day HE entered my life totally disrupted every part of me .

Schoolife
- Totally tiring .. i couldnt cope with it .
- People love talking about me ..
- Its so disorganised ..
- Totally no friends - jz some .

Netball Life
- Horrible .
- Dun understand instructions .
- Teammates dislike and despise me .
- People still whisper when im there .
- Run until no energy left .
- Do exercises until gonna die .
- I feel so bladdy extra .

TheTution
- Okay . Fine . Can cope .
- Can cope til dunno when .

TheReading
- Happy . Good .
- Skills running all day .
- Totally giveup .

TheStudies
- Horrible .
- Dun UNDERSTAND .
- Do until late in night .

TheLoveOfTheLife
- No idea what he feels .
- No idea whether i like him .
- No idea of who i am when im around him .
- I always goof off when he's near .
- I keep dropping stuff when he 's near .
- He talk , I talk .
- I like his laughter and his jokes .
- Dunno what to do .

TheFriends
- Okay . Generally ok .
- Still messing up in my mind .. being cautious who is my friend and not .
- Tired of ppl who keep messing with my life .
- No idea what they think .

Summary
- Gonna faint or die soon .

One comment today which is Racial Harmony Day : you so qian ta lorh . Heys..when i imagine when u wear a qipao .. look at your size .. Sure cnnot fit de .i bet its one of ur mother's . - Sucky right ? I face this kinda thing everyday .

One comment yesterday : You stop acting cute and keep changing your dp la . Then say if i not happy go find him . He happy . Somemore ask my number to insult mi more . - Sian . This type of ppl still in this world sia .

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MeAndHim .

I think THINK i like HIM . But I still not sure . But my friends say its obvious . As when he calls me i sure go turn my head face him de . I been trying to like make it less obvious . Lol . Cuz im not sure who i really like .

Maybe .. but i dunno a lot about him sia .

Like whether he got gf not or whether he likes me or not . And , whether any girls i know are chasing him .

Yeahs . The day he entered my life has totally disrupted my life .. my feelings .. my actions ..