today was the last day of bridging.
yay, woohoo, whatever.
it's just lessons, no fuss.

got back report card.
not what i expected for some subjects, and as usual i deproved and only made limited progress in my academic areas.

i should try harder, and stop blaming procrastination from possessing me.

it seems like i'm always stuck in a dilemma when i have to make a choice between two decisions: One could potentially turn out to be fatal, and the other, totally harmless.

whenever i think of my results, i think of what i have done and i start to regret not putting in more effort, but i wonder, just how much effort we can conserve for each different subjects, so that it would all balance outright in the ending.

my knee, is recovering, but the pain is back - don't worry, painkillers do their jobs.

its funny how time flies.
a year ago, we were just bidding farewell to a couple of our precious schoolmates.
now, we are bidding farewell to freedom at sec3 to become probation at sec4.
i wonder, to accept it as fate would be more suitable or asking somebody to decide for us.

talking about friendships,
i suck at them.
i don't have any social skills.
AT ALL. (I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT!)

i spent nearly half the year regretting things i shouldnt have done and now when it comes to me, it boils down to the fact that i should just face reality and accept the consequences.

if i have treasured and kept each and every friendship close to my heart, made effort to maintain friendships, would friendships die?

if i had just made that minimal effort to try, would it prove to be successful?

i'm starting to miss you, and the days we spent together.
i hope you know, how much it hurts just to be reminded that i was ONCE the CLOSEST friend in your heart, but now, just a mere acquaintance - better not then never, pehaps.

perhaps, and perhaps.

Life's full of uncertainities, treasure your friends and family and treat them well :D