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i don't know why.
i'm starting to feel moody all over again.
feel so lazy, tired and exhausted.
maybe, i'm stressing up myself once more.
i'm just sick and tired of playing this stupid game.
tired of acting the good guy.
when you try to become the good guy, you end up playing the bad guy.
i'm tired of this stupid shit.
i'm tired of quitting, coming back, rejoining, quitting again, back to square one.
it doesn't make any sense to me.
rawr. i'm going crazy.

i'm confused.
i'm bewildered.
i don't know what to do.
i don't know what i want right now.
i don't know whether i'm making the right decision.
i don't know whether i'm just a plain foolish stupid fool or just pure idiotic?
i am caught at a loss for words,
just at this very moment.