amazingly, time passes.

got back sucky results,
i swear to do better next time.

hardly touched holiday homework, but will be chionging them tmr and the next day, wooo!

march 21 right now,
4 more days,
filled with mixed feelings.

i kinda love being sweet sixteen,
and hate it at the same time.

judging from the astonished expressions on their faces,
i guess they all didn't bother enough.
just as usual.
just as well.
who am i?
just a nobody.

got bitten by mozzies this past week.
argh.
someday i'll invent some mosquito superrepellent in the blood.
or something.
mozzies are hateful.
they bite and bite and leave bigbigbig red sore spots.
):!!!
)))))))))):!


okay, i banged into the pillar
typical felicia.

and....

i forgot what i was about to say.
teeheehee.

i'll forget you.
someday.
somehow.
just now now.
fond memories still come out these days,
its still fresh in the memory how we used to be.
i loved those days where i could talk freely with you,
now no more.
it feels akward and strange at the same time,
halfway worried that somebody will decipher,
halfway tired of all these nonsense
scared to approach you,
not even daring to message you or have direct contact.

tears still brim out of my eyelids,
spouting out unnecessary feelings,
bringing out unbearable torture in the heart.

i'm sick of tired of being the one to stand there silently,
wait as you got embraced by some other person who didn't even know your existance.
i did hope that you'll once take notice,
but you did not.
did you ever felt how hesitant i was when i sms you,
how i was always scared of smsing you the wrong thing,
how i was always scared that i would run out of topics to talk to you about?
you think i was a natural conversalist?
no, i had to planplanplan, so that nothing would go wrong,
both of us would enjoy the conversation,
and the secret that still remains in my heart remains unknown.

i miss you.