went to career fair.
was in a bit of a rush as my thumbdrive was missing and panicked for a long while,
before realizing that i left it in the library in sch (so damnnit)

career fair was fun,
except for the fact that it was more for the adults than us teenagers.
met dex, eiv, dan, jieyi, jingteck and one girl (whose name is lemon, i read)
LOL.
interesting.

then there was one teens booth.
it was great!
4 magazines (one which i desperately needed, and the jan-mar issues of 2009)
woot.
plus a cute soft toy, notebook, yoghurt (first time O_O) and a SEVENTEENAGAIN movie tix for april.

was going to leave the tix for sis, cause i assume that it would be a waste of money if i went myself, but mom and dad suggested otherwise.

i feel like i'm gradually losing it,
in the pits due to something amiss,
missing something that i can't have,
yet don't feel like giving up,
just disappointment and sadness engulfing,
to the deepest corner of the heart.


i think, like what hnin said,
i'm constrained and restricted to my thoughts in blogging,
considering just putting it as a journal soon.

and ily.