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pushing away the borders,
getting closer and closer,
losing grip,
losing reality,
everything goes.

i was right afterall.
I said hello, and you said goodbye,
without even a glance.
guess i didn't matter to you at all,
just a playdoll,
whose there for you to toy around.
guess what?
you're getting out of my life exactly six months later.
i can't wait
...
yes, i can't wait,
but..
there's still a slight diffidence in my tone.
i really honestly sincerely treated you as my friend.
having cold hard truth hit me,
didn't really had a effect.
when did it start? .. the first day we met?
i was positive.
you weren't.
and you dissed me.
i didn't mind.
but why now?
why continue the charade?
funny?
i don't get you.
i feel used.
like a broken toy.
i can't express how i feel right now.
sad?
upset?
depressed?
my tears are brimming out right now,
because of you.

no more.