Present And Past ..
Have you ever had your friendship broken and had never every patched up with your friend ? I did . Im now suffering from the wrath of the broken relationship between two of us . Guess I am still a bit of stupid . Once broken , a relationship can never be mended . Same with us . You know what .. I still yearn for the day to be friends again , to chat and talk like nothing had happened between us at all .
Guess it is futile waiting for that day .. Its already over . How come I just couldn't believe it . Even if that day truely and really happened , I guess we couldn't patch everything up and forget all the bad stuff that really happened . Stupid of me , huh ? To yearn for something that is impossible to happen . I should like what some ppl say . : " Face Reality .. ". I just dun want . I couldnt stand it . The fact that we meet each other daily and just pretend that we didnt see each other . Let the truth be told , Im tired of waiting for that day . Im just wasting my time away .. imagining the impossible to happen . A relationship wouldn't work without two people to support it . Im sorry .. Im really very SORRY . SORRY . Stupid , huh ? I guess you wun come here to read at all . Just like water who keep flowing like you and mud that keep sticking to the ground like me . We dun match eachother in terms of friendship . Why should I care . I dun get it at all . I wish that I wun not care so much but I just do , automatically .
Should I forget everything that happened between us and like you , pretend that you are invisble and dun bother about anything u do or say unless its necessary . I hate this . I hate this stupid fate . Why .. WHY ? The memories keep flowing through my mind like it was just yesterday that we had met and all the time that we spent together ... But I know its not .. its over already .
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Apologies to :
People who have been reading : Sorry for the duhh experience and story . Its a real-life thingy .
To a person who misunderstood me on May 6 , 2006 : Sorry .. I can never stop saying sorry to you . Why did u misunderstand me? I was really not making use of you . Please forgive me for the pain and hurt it must have came to mind when you thought of me .
To a person who fully made used of me : Why are u mad at me?? I did nothing to you .. yet u used me to help you with ur school work and stuff .
To All my friends : Sorry for being a pain in the ass .. I may be hard at u sometimes and sometimes quiet because I just dun get what is going on in my mind . Im still scared of being hurt and made used of .. Im just tired and scared .
Yours ,
Felicia .
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Guess it is futile waiting for that day .. Its already over . How come I just couldn't believe it . Even if that day truely and really happened , I guess we couldn't patch everything up and forget all the bad stuff that really happened . Stupid of me , huh ? To yearn for something that is impossible to happen . I should like what some ppl say . : " Face Reality .. ". I just dun want . I couldnt stand it . The fact that we meet each other daily and just pretend that we didnt see each other . Let the truth be told , Im tired of waiting for that day . Im just wasting my time away .. imagining the impossible to happen . A relationship wouldn't work without two people to support it . Im sorry .. Im really very SORRY . SORRY . Stupid , huh ? I guess you wun come here to read at all . Just like water who keep flowing like you and mud that keep sticking to the ground like me . We dun match eachother in terms of friendship . Why should I care . I dun get it at all . I wish that I wun not care so much but I just do , automatically .
Should I forget everything that happened between us and like you , pretend that you are invisble and dun bother about anything u do or say unless its necessary . I hate this . I hate this stupid fate . Why .. WHY ? The memories keep flowing through my mind like it was just yesterday that we had met and all the time that we spent together ... But I know its not .. its over already .
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Apologies to :
People who have been reading : Sorry for the duhh experience and story . Its a real-life thingy .
To a person who misunderstood me on May 6 , 2006 : Sorry .. I can never stop saying sorry to you . Why did u misunderstand me? I was really not making use of you . Please forgive me for the pain and hurt it must have came to mind when you thought of me .
To a person who fully made used of me : Why are u mad at me?? I did nothing to you .. yet u used me to help you with ur school work and stuff .
To All my friends : Sorry for being a pain in the ass .. I may be hard at u sometimes and sometimes quiet because I just dun get what is going on in my mind . Im still scared of being hurt and made used of .. Im just tired and scared .
Yours ,
Felicia .
9:05 PM
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