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>>>Love is patient, love is kind.
>>>It does not envy, it does not boast.
>>>>>>It is not proud.
>>>It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
>>>>>>It is not easily angered,
>>>It keeps no record of wrongs.
>>>>>>Love does not delight in evil,
>>>But rejoices with the truth.
>>>>>>It always protects, always trust,
>>>Always hopes, always perserveres.
If you love someone, Let the person go.If you see your loved one happy,It's all that its content..I prepare to give up, if you want to. I know, it's not your fault and i never blame you.
Last post of my blog, people. My heart is now filled with hatred, anger, sorrow, pain and coldness. Don't expect me to be the same old felicia who never failed to laugh whenever you're sad or whatever fucking damn.
Just so tired of having people around me , playing around with my feelings ..
In the school there's already people picking on me. I've got nobody left. No friends. no family.
I tried to help people, whenever they're sad, sick, broke up, tired of living, bored. and this is WHAT I've GOT.
If you really hate me, tell me everyone, friends. Im tired . . Stop lying to me and the worst , yourself .
---------------------------- Today's Thoughts -------------------------------
Entry #43 Date 1/9/06
Yesterday go old school . Piang .. feel so mad . They say cnnot bring in prezzie cuz principal scared later got bomb inside . Crazy one . Who will bring a prezzie which contain bomb to their fav. teacher .
Arrived there at sch gate at 12.30 pm with ChoonKiat,Huda,Nizerin,Huaiyue . Had to wait til 1 . Then 1.09 pm , they dun allow us go in . Say : 1.30 . Then , met Eileen , Cally they all separately . Then , lost Eileen . Dunno where she run lahs . Go see MsTing . Saw Roger . Yay! Im still taller than him . He have seriously , grown taller and than , Nazirah , aka Nazi go compare their skin colour . of cuz , roger win lah . Then he go ask Nazi to compare my and his height . She say : Im taller . Yippee !
Saw the guys frm p6 , p5 , p4 same class 1 lah . They all seriously grow taller lehs . Unfair lah . Just 8 mths never see them , grow so tall le .
Then , went visiting round whole sch .. tired ...
Eat curry food =] My favourite . Then , go lerrs .
Weird , never see Tacy and WenJie , ZhiYi and Khairi . They all say go Sept 1 . Never see them .
Stupid visiting rule : go in after 1 , siam b4 3.30 . Cnnot access library . Oh purr-lease , I have been a REGULAR visitor for the past 2 yrs . I mean , as a user and a librarian in my pri5 & 6 .
Saw Mdam Moli , she say she couldnt recongise me and was wondering . She said that she thought I had cut down more pounds of fat . Geez . Another one like HuaiYue .
But I guess , I really had grown from a perky schoolkid to a secondary sch kid . The past 8 mths had really changed me a lot . While walking to the bus-stop , I was ermm ponderin over sumthing lahs . When i first entered my old canteen which I had not seen since january , There was a sense of weird weird feelings . When I walked out of the school , I was like, hi and bye to the sch . There is like no feelings remaning in the sch , except the memories I spent there as a perky schoolkid . Guess I already , without knowing , I already accepted school as part and parcel of my life .
Although e guys may seem taller , they are still the friends I known and chatted with since prisch . But its STILL UNFAIR . HOW COME GIRLS GET TALLER A LITTLE BIT AND GUYS TOTALLY GET tALLER .
I found out what I really missed was not the sch , it was the people that mattered to me a lot . The sch simply contained a lot of childhood memories I had . I still could recall memories of eating in the school canteen and the girls were like , omg .. u still eating the curry potato rice . LOL . Guess .. somethings will never change , no matter what .
Friends are forever . It takes a min to have a crush on someone .. a hr to like someone .. a day to fall in love with someone but a lifetime to forget someone . Its like , a min to greet someone , a hr to like someone , a day to friend someone .. a lifetime to forget all the friends you made .
AHHH!! Just realized that Jaya was not there and WeiTing & WeiQi . They all , so bad . Stupid me . Guess I realli have laorenchidaezhen bah . Aka SHORTTERM MEMORIES .
-Forgetful Felicia .
>>>It does not envy, it does not boast.
>>>>>>It is not proud.
>>>It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
>>>>>>It is not easily angered,
>>>It keeps no record of wrongs.
>>>>>>Love does not delight in evil,
>>>But rejoices with the truth.
>>>>>>It always protects, always trust,
>>>Always hopes, always perserveres.
If you love someone, Let the person go.If you see your loved one happy,It's all that its content..I prepare to give up, if you want to. I know, it's not your fault and i never blame you.
Last post of my blog, people. My heart is now filled with hatred, anger, sorrow, pain and coldness. Don't expect me to be the same old felicia who never failed to laugh whenever you're sad or whatever fucking damn.
Just so tired of having people around me , playing around with my feelings ..
In the school there's already people picking on me. I've got nobody left. No friends. no family.
I tried to help people, whenever they're sad, sick, broke up, tired of living, bored. and this is WHAT I've GOT.
If you really hate me, tell me everyone, friends. Im tired . . Stop lying to me and the worst , yourself .
---------------------------- Today's Thoughts -------------------------------
Entry #43 Date 1/9/06
Yesterday go old school . Piang .. feel so mad . They say cnnot bring in prezzie cuz principal scared later got bomb inside . Crazy one . Who will bring a prezzie which contain bomb to their fav. teacher .
Arrived there at sch gate at 12.30 pm with ChoonKiat,Huda,Nizerin,Huaiyue . Had to wait til 1 . Then 1.09 pm , they dun allow us go in . Say : 1.30 . Then , met Eileen , Cally they all separately . Then , lost Eileen . Dunno where she run lahs . Go see MsTing . Saw Roger . Yay! Im still taller than him . He have seriously , grown taller and than , Nazirah , aka Nazi go compare their skin colour . of cuz , roger win lah . Then he go ask Nazi to compare my and his height . She say : Im taller . Yippee !
Saw the guys frm p6 , p5 , p4 same class 1 lah . They all seriously grow taller lehs . Unfair lah . Just 8 mths never see them , grow so tall le .
Then , went visiting round whole sch .. tired ...
Eat curry food =] My favourite . Then , go lerrs .
Weird , never see Tacy and WenJie , ZhiYi and Khairi . They all say go Sept 1 . Never see them .
Stupid visiting rule : go in after 1 , siam b4 3.30 . Cnnot access library . Oh purr-lease , I have been a REGULAR visitor for the past 2 yrs . I mean , as a user and a librarian in my pri5 & 6 .
Saw Mdam Moli , she say she couldnt recongise me and was wondering . She said that she thought I had cut down more pounds of fat . Geez . Another one like HuaiYue .
But I guess , I really had grown from a perky schoolkid to a secondary sch kid . The past 8 mths had really changed me a lot . While walking to the bus-stop , I was ermm ponderin over sumthing lahs . When i first entered my old canteen which I had not seen since january , There was a sense of weird weird feelings . When I walked out of the school , I was like, hi and bye to the sch . There is like no feelings remaning in the sch , except the memories I spent there as a perky schoolkid . Guess I already , without knowing , I already accepted school as part and parcel of my life .
Although e guys may seem taller , they are still the friends I known and chatted with since prisch . But its STILL UNFAIR . HOW COME GIRLS GET TALLER A LITTLE BIT AND GUYS TOTALLY GET tALLER .
I found out what I really missed was not the sch , it was the people that mattered to me a lot . The sch simply contained a lot of childhood memories I had . I still could recall memories of eating in the school canteen and the girls were like , omg .. u still eating the curry potato rice . LOL . Guess .. somethings will never change , no matter what .
Friends are forever . It takes a min to have a crush on someone .. a hr to like someone .. a day to fall in love with someone but a lifetime to forget someone . Its like , a min to greet someone , a hr to like someone , a day to friend someone .. a lifetime to forget all the friends you made .
AHHH!! Just realized that Jaya was not there and WeiTing & WeiQi . They all , so bad . Stupid me . Guess I realli have laorenchidaezhen bah . Aka SHORTTERM MEMORIES .
-Forgetful Felicia .
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