Prelude to a post that I made today :

I miss everything in peps , even the guys and the teachers .

How i wish that I have never been born
It only brings misery to myself and others
How I wish that I wasn't human
to care for others before they do for me
How i wish tat I have never entered the school
which taught me all that I am now .
How i wish that I could jump down
and have nobody to care for me

I know its crazy and depressing but thats what I feel now .
I hate putting on a front to please ppl when I really feel like slapping them.
I do that not to invite trouble and trouble others who have to care .

Forgive and Forget ain so easy as its sounds .