Last . And Final .

I have jus finshed reading a blog of a friend who have yet forgiven me .. She sounds so sad now .. i feel so sorry for her .. really,i do . I admit now and here , I was really a selfish brat and bytchic girl . Although it was jus a mistake and a really bad misunderstanding , I do confess that it was all my undoing .. If only .. if only .. we had never made friends with each other and i had never messed up .. It wundn't be like what it is now .. I confessed with every fibre of my being , I just wanted to be a normal girl with friends .. and i told something that I never should have told anyone at all .. that is .. all my deepest darkest secrets that i hated to revealed to anyone since pri1 ...

I feel nothing .. like a empty shell in a mind .. I dun feel anything now . who cares anywhere . I should have just ignored those remarks and throw them away like rubbish .. which they are .

This may be the last post afterall .. since the grades i gotten are gettinig worse and worse .. I decided to study and stop blogging and coming online like what im doing now . Cuz my grades are getting lower and I am seriously slackin . Never , will I slack I told myself . Now i have broken the promise . I should just write in a diary hmmph ?

Thanks for all the advice - will always love and appreciate you guys .

D-E-A-D .

This blog will be considered as a D-E-A-D blog . Thnx .