Reflections To A Person =(

I wonder smthing . If you hurt somebody .. do you realize it ? Or do you just pretend that it din happen at all ? Sometimes I get hurt by other people comment . But its just part and parcel of one's life ain it ? I was just thinking about the past . Some ppl are so damn unsensitive or isit they mean it or smthng?

'I said I'm sorry but what for,
If I hurt you then I hate myself,
Don't want to hate myself,
Don't want to hurt you,
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only knew how much I love you,
I wont be your winter,
I wont be anyone's excuse to cry.'
I walk this world
invisible to everyone who passes me by
It's a shame to awaken, world aflame
What does it mean when the war has taken over?
It's the same every day in a hell man-made
What can be saved, and who will be left to hold her?
The whole world...
Will now burn...
Yeah, it's a world wide suicide
And in all the madness
Thought becomes numb and naive
So much to talk about and
Nothing more to say
Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit out you insults
But nothings gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you win.
I've got no place to go
I've got nowhere to run
They want to watch me fall
They think they know it allI
'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they'd always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Everytym i tried not to break down.
another thing start up...
Is everybody bent on ruinin my life??
Go ruin la...i got nothing left...i dun gif a fuckin damn now

You can’t hide from your sorrow
You can’t stay here till tomorrow
Welcome to the club of broken hearts
Where a thousand lonely souls have passed
Sooner or later you’re gonna wake up and find what your looking for
Like a diamond washed up on the shore
In the meantime you’re feeling like your lost without a friend
I just don't like bein lied to
what is life,exceptan excuse for death,or death but
An escape from life?
Everything is so Fucked!!
U guys wan destroy me..Go ahead...Anyway i had nothing to live for....Fuck everything fuck everybody...i jux sux big time
不要谈什么分离
我不会因为这样而哭泣
那只是昨夜的一场梦而已
不要说愿不愿意
我不会因为这样而在意
那只是昨夜的一场游戏
那只是一场游戏一场梦
虽然你影子还出现我眼里
在我的歌声中
早已没有你
那只是一场游戏一场梦
不要把残缺的爱留在这里
在两个人的世界里
不该有你
喔 为什么道别离
又说什么在一起
如今虽然没有你
我还是我自己
说什么此情永不渝
说什么我爱你
如今依然没有你
我还是 我自己

Everything is just a dream . So fast , let me wake up from this dream of a nightmare . Stop giving me excuses . If thats all you have for me , I'm seriously very disappointed in you . I wish that I could stop time from flowing so as to prevent me from recollecting all those sad memories of our broken ruined friendship .

Who was it who first started it ?
Who was the one who stretched out the hand for me to reach?
Who was the one who agreed to be my friend?
Who was the one who agreed to stand by my side?
Who was the one who ended our ties?
Who was the one who abandoned me in my times of need?
Who was the one who started teasing me about guys that I din even know?
Who was the one who started all the bitching and backstabbing talk?
Who was the one who complained that I was arrogant and refused to friend and talk to me as normal ?

Without you , I still have the will to live . Why should I , just because of one friend , feel sorrow burning in the midst of my heart and decide to stop talking to others?

Without you , I'm still myself . I hate myself for not confronting you with your actions . Seriously .. Would things have been different? I guess, I was deluding myself , lying to myself to make me feel better . Now that things have taken to a different turn I guess its time to say goodbye .

Goodbye now and forever , Sayonara .