Introduction

Ohmygod . I cn't believe it .. how can there be such a thick-skinned person in this world .. Not to mention names , how could u treat urself like you are some ms and all that .. You must really be deprived of some kind of attention . Attention-seeking personality .

Sorry , I kinda overreacted . Dun ask me why cuz I dunno . The examinations are over and the nightmares have just started . Got back the results , though not very happy with them but they are okay .

I'm going bonkers sooner or later , or kind of crazy and insane . I'm tried and tired of putting up all this pretendence for your show and enjoyment . From now onwards , whenever I see frogs , I'm so gonna avoid it . I hate frogs . Guess what .. due to a slight hint that a frog mighta be avoiding me .. I checked the space and found out to my freaking surprise that she have been updating everything and the worst part is , she blocked me for some fucking long months . Who wouldn't b angry . I ask .

MY CHILDHOOD~!

I close my eyes and wander back to childhood

Running around with no worries or fears

My best friends and I, there we stood

Laughing and giggling with happy tears.

Asking permission to spend the night

Everything was quite alright

Opening eyes, I face reality

And then I cry

Look around and see before me

The things that make me die inside

Wondering what happened to the old days

That seemed to fly right by

I'm kinda weird , huh .. Everything seems like a pretendence to me now .. I know .. I wake up from a nightmare , realizing in shock that it is reality .. Sigh . So sian nowadays .

If I ever said I hated you ,

what for you should feel hurt ,

I hate myself even more

for bringing you the hurt

that I preferred to face myself .

I'm in kinda a poematic mood ? Lol .

Been thinking about somebodyys . And more people .

If i ever said that I was upset

and asked you to leave me be

If you did you aren't my true destiny and pal

for what I said is untrue .

I need somebody by my side

Forever and always .

Pathetic ain it ?

Sad but true .

I miss my somebody when I never see him at all ..

Perhaps I should give up

as he never belonged to me at all

If you love somebody ,

The best is to let them go from your side.

If you persist ,

the one hurt at the end

would be yourself ..

Got a bit of bored , sorry . I'm occupying the space in this blog cuz I no long know how to write and how to think for myself . Saddening but its' true . I think more abt others den myself .. Perhaps its just nature . I prefer to hurt myself rather den other people.

Leave me be

By the moonlight where I wander aimlessly

In search of light and hope

that I been missing a lot .

One moment I pause for a second

To think whether what I said was right .