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Today nothing much happen lah . We had board-games . Scrabble . At the last two rounds , I was like almost going to hyperventilate . It was damn hard and so much pressure weighing on my mind . I was playing with two english pros .. Hnin Hnin and Jean leh . A lot pressure . Later , I just played the scissors-paper-stone game and the one who lose have to get slapped on the hand . I played with a lot of people . Initially i was kind of scared . I had to play with Yuliah,Merabel and Cheryl who really hit damn hard. Then,it ended and my hands were badly scorched from the slaps on my hand . It left quite a lot of marks . But the one who suffered most was Congrui . Lol . Cuz I played with her quite a lot of times and I hit my hardest . Then , when I looked at her hand , it was badly scorched , worst than mine .

I was really upset when Congrui tell me that next year she have to go to NA. When I talked to her for a short while , I felt so upset until I was almost crying . I really don't want to lose her as a classmate and a friend . She was really one of the best friends that I never had . Whenever I start to talk about her , I can detect drops of tears going down my eyes .

Then , later , I went to take a look at Zhihui who was surrounded by a lot of people . They were all trying to make her feel better . I felt a bit of guilt .. because I couldn't do anything to help her feel better. Later today , I went to ask her how was she and was glad that she felt slightly better .

After recess , we went upstairs to our classroom with nothing to do lah , I went to sit with CongRui , HninHnin and PeiXian lah . We go talk talk .. then, each of us did different things . CongRui went to do what she loved a lot : Sleeping =.= . Peixian went to listen to music and played with her hp .. Hnin Hnin was doing nothing but she wanted to sleep there lol . I was reading her library book . Whole 2 periods I wasted on reading the storybook which were 250pages and the worst part was , The story was boring me to death . Lol . Managed to read , than go bully HninHnin see what she doing , playing game in PeiXian hp.

Then I squatted quite a lot of times and sat there , chatting . Nithiya was very bad to take my photo den I went to persuade her to delete it . In the end , she deleted it . Lol . After a long time of talking .. My mouth was almost dry so went to refill my waterbottle .

Tml have to go to Bukit Timah sia . Sian . Post exam activites not really fun .. but at least I'm spending the time with my best friends in my sch , so why not . .

I find myself perplexed with my feelings . I dunno what to feel now . I really cnnot grasp my feelings and make up my mind about what to do and what not to do . Sigh . The holidays are coming , I find myself slacking so tml onwards , I will start myself on assement books and study to buck hard and prepare for Sec2 . I know I'm a crazy lunatic , but what to do . I lost interest in doing everything together . I dun want play gb,maple or audition liao . Dunno why .. Dun even feel like watching anything . Its damn boring nowadays .

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