Saturday, May 19, 2007

Ode to Friends

I have realized lately that more and more of my friends are lost, away from me.
Or simply, ignoring me. I didn't mention it cus I dun wanna hurt anybody's feelings.
It's always I approach by saying,"hihi/yo/whatever greetings" and end up with no response or even worse, offline. I dunno what happened to all of my friends now .. are they drifting away from me? I have no idea. This post is specially dedicated to four of my dear habbo friends and my other friends as well.

Msg to Friends:

It's not that I dun appreciate you guys for being there for me when I need you
Sometimes I dun even understand myself
When I find myself 'out' , I keep quiet and do not say anything
Sometimes its like I'm just this eccentric freako with spectacles around
I know I can be overbearing sometimes
with me pestering people about and irritating people
I know I can haughty and arrogant
about showing off to others
I know I can be selfish and cruel at the same time
by not telling somethings that people badly wanna know
Sometimes when I realise people are getting away from me
becus they can't stand me any longer
I get upset and cry.

Actually: If I get too haughty/arrogant/ambitious/overbearing/whatever negative things, just tell me nicely , straight to the point , dun beat about the bush. I'll try to change. Afterall, nobody is born perfect. Tell me what is wrong and I'll try to adjust my behaviour/attidude.

The rest below are dedicated to four of my friends: Rebecca , Eddy [Kenneth] , Roxanne and Masterkiz [Kenneth]. The private messages to them have already been sent to their email, hopefully that they will read it.

Lastly, Message to the rest of my friends:

Friends ,
You are the guiding stars in my lives
You can tell me whats wrong and
I'll change for the better
I promise.
If you dun , and just keep mum
It's ain gonna work out for both of us.
There will be time when you are very very PISSED off at me ..
I know that , but you should at least tell me whats wrong and
I'll try to change.
I'm thankful for all your help
I'll learn how to be more independent.
Just dun give up on me and thats' all.

But a final

THANK YOU

FOR BEING MY FRIEND.

Signing off,
Felicia.

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