WHY?

Why is this happening?

I still CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

I feel like that time I tio confront by the 3 malay girls after the stupid biased teacher.

I feel like I can break down anytime soon.

If crying can resolve everything , I'll cry everyday and anytime.

Why are humans so competitive?

Why are humans so mean to resort to such means just to WIN?

I dun wanna believe this is happening to me ..

I dun wanna believe this is REALITY .. WHY?

WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO DO THAT?

WHY CAN'T SHE BE HAPPY?

WHY CAN'T SHE BE SATISIFIED WITH WHATEVER SHE'S GOT?

WHY IS SHE SUCH A PERSON?

IS SHE SO HAPPY TO DESTROY EVERYTHING?

WHY IS SHE SUCH A MEAN PERSON?

WHY CAN'T SHE JUST LET GO OF THINGS?

WHAT'S THE POINT OF WINNING (WHEN YOU LOST THE BASIC FUNDAMENTALITIES OF A HUMAN?)

WHY IS SHE SO DESPERATE TO WIN?

AND WHY WHEN SHE WINS , HER OUTER EGO IS BIGGER AND LARGER?

WHY DOES SHE JEER AT PEOPLE WHO LOSE TO HER?

I really dun understand her.

Why can't she just let go?
Why can't she just be nice for a change?
Would it hurt even once to save her pride?
Why must she be so proud and arrogant?
Why can't she treat competition as healthy competition?
Why must she be so prideful of her achievements?
Why is she so bent on getting her needs ?
Why is she so bent on losing friends just because of such little matters like academic excellence?

I know she's not the main purpose to why that thing is happening.

From what I written , you must think that I'm jealous of HER, but I'm NOT. I rather be me den HER.

Felicia.

P.S. I hope that "thing" does not happen at all .. hopefully .. if that "thing" happens , it would be a disaster. Everybody will fail their subjects and SHE will be the overall WINNER, if thats she wants.She will get what she wants.The cycle would be disrupted.