yeah its all true,
true as eggs are eggs,
and so is the colour of white.

pretended tt nth's wrong,
tried faking a smile,
tried to continue th facade;
tried to put on a strong front.
tried to pretend nth happened.
tried to forget,
tried to continue,
tried to move on,
tried not to cry.

whenever i see you,
i got a pressure rising up to cry.
whenever i think about us.

we used to be damn good friends.
how did it change,

i'm so fucking pissed with myself.

let it burn,
burn to ashes.

you used to care,
but now i'm just another one those burdens,
nevermind,
since you wan it tt way,
fine,

maybe,
i might not be around in '08.
maybe by tt time,
i may not be by your side.

felicia chen bi yuan,
where did your courage go.
where did your crap go.
where did your lameshit go.
where did your hardowrk go.

it's all gone,

i'm not motivated,
i dun dare to soar.

I don't want to know how much you hate me,
I just want to know how much you love me.

it applies for both her and him,

i miss your jokes,
i miss you.
i miss your cheerfulness,
i miss you by my side,
i'm scared of somebody snatching you away from my side,
i wanna be with you.
no matter wht you look like,
no matter wht obstacles,
one thing i'm confirm is,
ily.

ytd pretended.
act-ed enthu about giveaways,
when i'm nt interested,

just to avoid,
just to forget
just to ignore,

had fun thanks to jiejin.

chatted with ryan and hongzheng,
lols,
they're sweet.
ryan is terrible horrible vegetable,
hong zheng is sweet.
LOL.

i feel hungry,
but i don't wanna eat.
i wanna slim,
i might try bullmic,
i might try anaemic.
its just a lil finger right,
but i can't bear to.

hai.
let me fake enthu with sylvest later,
-acts robotic.
Hi. I'm Robot099, Type home for my functions.
1. Move
2. Dance.
3. Wave
4. Hammer.
5. Torture.

sadistically happy,
this th life i wanted, right?