reflections,

hmmm, i talked to hnin yesterday, came to a few conclusions.

Life isn't unfair. Its' only the way that humans react and think that makes the world unfair.

If you think to yourself, how many times have you complained ever since you came to this world?

More then a thousandth, maybe a billion? Perhaps.

But, how many times do you ever consider the plight of thousandths in other places?

We're already very fortunate to have the luck to live in a place like singapore, where we get what we want, most of the times anyway: Higher education, better working opportunities, better standards of living, modernization in households, developed health facilities and health care.

Yet, we still complain anyway about the little things in life that bugs us.

There are people in the world, who has been in accidents, crippled, blind, yet they never complain.

I still remember a particular incident where i was complaining and somebody told me that.

No matter what, don't live with regrets, just go ahead with life and get used to what it offers.

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Hmm. seems like quite a long time since i blogged, updated links (:

seriously, i'm not happy with my current life D;

i laugh everyday, like a crazy woman.
smiling everyday, hiding the hurt behind the forsaken smile.
i miss things, i wish they could be back to the same again, the good old times, but they're all gone.

it's just so easy.
to fake a smile, to put on a act that pretends that you're okay when you're not, at all.

smiling helps.
it helps to forgo the hurt that has gone across the face, the heart and the body.
it helps people to feel happier.

being careless and being caught doing silly actions didn't always hurt, and never will.
because, it helps to bring a smile to people's face.
why not?
a smile brightens others' lives.

i'm really very stressed out already.
i'm worried that i can't cope.
D:
but i'm trying my best.

i need, need, need rest.
but i never seem to find time for rest.
somehow it just goes on and on.

suddenly i find myself unprepared for whats' coming.
so fast that three months have passed, and now that my birthday is coming.
i still remember a pact i made with myself in secondary one.
one more year and i'll be out (:
yay.

seems like nothing has changed.
but people has changed, for th worst, th better, :]

i can't forget.
i can't stop remembering.
i still can't let go.
its' just something that i went deep in too far.
too far gone to get out of it already.
D:

wo bu kai xin.
D: