i wonder what's wrong with me,
nothing seems fine for me.
i have been having some issues with myself mentally recently,
but now i still don't know what to do.
i know continuing like this isn't ideal for myself,
but i have no choice.
should i visit the cousellor?
i think i'll need one soon.

getting paranoid about results,
especially mt,
had a nightmare that i just passed mt,
no face see teacher & chen yun.
D:

yesterday go tuition very awkard,
cause others got back their emaths paper already, then i just finished exams,
then almost like not many passed,
make me scared of results.
i don't dare to go to school ley.
D: