Reality.
I hate to do this . You know what ? Facing the reality sucks . Totally . Believe me . Im a bit upset and depressed now . Cuz yesterday frisbee , my (wuyazui) was zipped open and I said the frisbee to drop to the ground which really did .. you were kinda mad and you said that the last thing that you would do to me is to slap my mouth . But today , you pretended not to see me or anything .
You know what ? Im really stressed down by the flowing process of common tests and tests coming through and all that revision that I couldnt be bothered any longer .. Im tired of doing all this . .doing all this stuff to help you .. to make you happy . Im seriously tired of you pulling all this stunts and antics to prove that you are better than me and trying to get what you want by hook or crook .If you want to prove that you are better than me , DO IT . Beat me by any score and I will be happy to take your challenge .
Just bloody leave me alone and stop making it out like im always the extra which you guys make me feel like . I find myself spaced out sometimes , staring in space to think .. From the start of the year , I already knew it . That I didnt fit in and will not ever fit in the popular crowd which you guys already formed before we even talked to each other at all .
Dexter is right . That we are not at all a united family .. more or less a united class at all . Tell you what . I rather stay silent for the rest of the days and talk to those who really care about me who really want to be their friend than to try my best at adapting to the enviroment .
I have been trying my best to adapt to the enviroment and become a person who can help others and not make myself a burden to all . Guess what . Everytime I try to do something , something will come out and spoil everything . I am sick of it . Totally . I have decided . I will spend my four years in this school and try to make my life a better one than go around moping about being friend-LESS .
Caring about what other ppl wanna talk . I rather they shut up and get the facts right before anyhow talking nonsense . Get a life , man ! You cnt just revolve your life around other ppl and continue gossiping all the way .
This may be my last post already as I gonna go gunbounding already .
Yours,
Felicia .
You know what ? Im really stressed down by the flowing process of common tests and tests coming through and all that revision that I couldnt be bothered any longer .. Im tired of doing all this . .doing all this stuff to help you .. to make you happy . Im seriously tired of you pulling all this stunts and antics to prove that you are better than me and trying to get what you want by hook or crook .If you want to prove that you are better than me , DO IT . Beat me by any score and I will be happy to take your challenge .
Just bloody leave me alone and stop making it out like im always the extra which you guys make me feel like . I find myself spaced out sometimes , staring in space to think .. From the start of the year , I already knew it . That I didnt fit in and will not ever fit in the popular crowd which you guys already formed before we even talked to each other at all .
Dexter is right . That we are not at all a united family .. more or less a united class at all . Tell you what . I rather stay silent for the rest of the days and talk to those who really care about me who really want to be their friend than to try my best at adapting to the enviroment .
I have been trying my best to adapt to the enviroment and become a person who can help others and not make myself a burden to all . Guess what . Everytime I try to do something , something will come out and spoil everything . I am sick of it . Totally . I have decided . I will spend my four years in this school and try to make my life a better one than go around moping about being friend-LESS .
Caring about what other ppl wanna talk . I rather they shut up and get the facts right before anyhow talking nonsense . Get a life , man ! You cnt just revolve your life around other ppl and continue gossiping all the way .
This may be my last post already as I gonna go gunbounding already .
Yours,
Felicia .
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