i feel horrible;
pathetic even;
how badly i fared in papers;

english paper one and mt was ok;
but;
seriously;
i felt like the sci and maths paper were too much already;

we are only sec2;
they are giving us sec3-sec4 standard papers;

maths p1 it was horrible.
maths p2 was worse;
I practically got wrong every question there was;
dunnid say if my maths got single digit i can go oohlala;

I'm mentally prepared to break down;
cry whatever;
I nearly cried after maths p2;
the tears were already on the brink;
on my eyes;
I wanted so much to grab my pillow;
cry until I got tired;
had literature;
and literature gave me the joy;
I practically loved that paper;

I cried 3 times before the maths p1;
when I talked to my dad;
when i talked to hnin;
when i talked to my sis;

I really can't stand it;
I felt so pressurized;
this year is streaming year;
what if i flunked and went to 3NA?
I would feel so .. bad.

been fiting with lg again;
sian;
i really dun have any energy to fite with her anymore;

I feel kinda irritated when i saw all the new sites that popped up;
adidas even;
hais;
i dun think 101d can survive anymore;

I feel so tired;
exhausted;
i wanna cry like hell;
to go to na from express is so much disgrace.

my father already tell me to be prepared to study on my own.
cause maybe he can't afford my tution fees anymore;
hais;
i really love ms khan,
she teach a lot,
i gain a lot of new information that i never knew from her.
i really love chen yun too;
although she is strict;
and crazy sometimes;
I have been with her since pri1;
i still can rmb pri3 i was asked to stayback with p1;
how i cried;
hais.

i know that sqss is waiting for our batch;
how can we soar if you keep putting down metal obstacles for us to carry?
we're not superbirds.
the science and maths paper was seriously too much.
and what if;
75% of express flunk and go to NA;
75% of NA soar and go to express;
its seriously unfair treatment;
they got a easy paper and what we got?
something like hell.

seriously,
there's a lot more to complain;
but thats all for today i guess;
for example, why history paper so short?
science paper too?
hais.

wo zhen de ai ni,
dan shi ni ba wo ai shi bu li;
hao xin qing dui wo hao;
bu kuai le ba wo shuay dao jiu xiao yun wai;
wo hen fan men;
ai ni;
you shuo bu chu kou;

there she stood there standing alone,
alone like nobody's business;
there she stood in front of the big wide sea;
glancing ever so slightly at the big vast blue sea;
how much he meant to her;
and how much she loved him;
yet he had practically no idea.

很多人問我為什麼會喜歡他。是因為他帥嗎﹖還是因為他很會哄女生﹖他已經有女朋友了﹐難道你不介意嗎﹖既然已經有女朋友了﹐為什麼不乾脆放棄﹖
對於這麼多的疑問﹐我只有一句話﹕我喜歡他﹐是真的喜歡他﹐不管別人說什麼﹐不管他有沒有女朋友﹐我還是會喜歡他。
雖然他永遠也不會知道﹐曾經有這個女生那麼愛著他﹐不過無所謂﹐我的喜歡﹐不要求什麼。
我也知道﹐他當然不會喜歡我。
但只要我能見到他﹐那已經足夠了。
我早就知道﹐這是一個沒有結果的愛情故事。

Words are not the most hurtful thing. It is the when the language without words is forsaken and you give love up.