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back from sch;
quite okok feeling;
cause.
MATHS.
passed!
(:
yipeepeepee;
LOOOOL;
sci down still ok lah.
AT LEAST GOT PASS RIGHT;
:D
I dun care if go 3A or 3B
HEHEHEHEHES;
faking a smile is so damn easy;
making a real GOOD smile is so hard.
hais.

Thanks yuliah for encouragement.
together with.
HNIN HNIN OO.
TEO HUAIYUEEE;
and lots moree.
:D
I love you guys.
for being there always.

YAY! I get free testi from ms yap;
she said,"Remember to note down all the things you did for me, IF I'm still in shuqun 2years time, hunt me down and ask for testi."
LOL!
Mdm Kurusamy,"Must note down yourself, later she forget cause TEACHERS got the WORST memory."
;D
not exact words but meaning correct;
lalalalalalaaa;
-notes.

- Magazine.
- Photos :D

bloodyHELL;
I FINALLY FINISHED THAT BOOK;
PRINCESS IN PARK AVENUE;
damn nice luhs!
;D

today SSA;
anyway i didn't get for best reader;
i also couldn't care less.
hey,
MY CLASS GOT BEST READER CLASS HORRHS;
;DDD!


--

Dedicated to somebody;

I'm still waiting for the day, when your name wont make me smile.
Fine, I'll admit it.
You're the guy I can't stop thinking about.
The guy who makes me wanna scream.
The one who can make my day in a million different ways.
The one I write my love quotes about..
I'm not the kind of girl..
Who runs up, when you walk into a room.
Or the kind that talks to you every chance I get.
But I'm the kind of girl..
who holds it all inside..
And regrets it later..

If I ever argued with you, it`s because you don`t understand me.
If I ever got mad at you, it`s because I don`t understand you.
If I ever lied to you, it`s because you lied to me.
If I ever kept something from you, it`s because I didn`t want to hurt you.
If I were to leave you behind, it`s because you didn`t want to try.
If I were to cry over you, it`s because I cared about you too much.
If I were to stop calling you, it`s because you`re with another girl.
If I ever looked you deeply in the eyes, it`s because you`ve changed.
If I just smile after a fight, it`s because you really hurt me.
If I ever run out of the room when you walk in, it`s because you didn`t apologize.
If I ever just take your hand and lay close by, it`s because I`ve missed you.
If I ever closed my eyes and laid in your arms, it`s because you make me feel safe.
If I ever gave everything up for you, it`s because you`re worth it.
If I ever held onto you real tight, it`s because I`m afraid to lose you.
If I ever told you I loved you, it`s because I really do.

When I say don’t call, secretly, I wish you would.
When I say we won’t last forever, somehow, I wish you would say otherwise.
When I say don’t talk to me, please do.
When I walk away, pull me back.
When I cross my arms, grab my hands.
When I look away, don’t give up..
What if I broke down in front of you?
What if I told you I missed you?

What if you knew this smile was just a disguise?
What if you knew that I'm still in love with you?
What would you do?

every girl has that one guy she'll never get over.
the one who makes her smile harder than anyone else.
the one who has his name written all over her heart.
the one she could never get sick of looking at.
the one that she cried over and over about.
the one that no one could understand, "why him ?"
the one everyone thinks she can do better.
the one that gets her crazy when he’s near.
the one she doesn’t want to go a day without.
the one she'll wait a lifetime for,
after all, forever is never too long.
nothings really over, until the moment you stop trying.

I think sometimes we just need to tell ourselves we're
over him, because we're just not ready to realize,
that apart of him is going to stay in you forever

Everyone deserves a chance for redemption, an opportunity to prove that they're a different; a better person than yesterday.

Everyone deserves a second break to make things right &a fair trial; keeping in mind that everyone makes mistakes.

Everyone deserves someone who will give them the salvation to be seen in a different light.

But more importantly everyone deserves the right to let them believe that someone can change, because everyone deserves someone that is willing to go the extra mile, &make an effort for you.

I can yell at you ,
be mad at you ,
say stupid things
Then,
take them back
I even pretend that I hate you
But nobody in the whole world cares about you ...
More than me.

I am a wonderful liar if you really think,
I'm happy with being 'just friends.'

I hate how being 'just friends' is enough for you.
I hate how you constantly use "we use to" to remind me what we had.
And I hate how you can just go on & act like it doesn't hurt you.

I guess sometimes it's easier to act like you don't care..
than to admit it's killing you.

Don't give up if you still wanna try.
Don't wipe your eyes if you still wanna cry.
Don't stop asking questions if you still wanna know.
Don't say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Love is the most stupidest thing in the world.
It means nothing to me.
`Cause tell me;
what does love really do for you ?
It makes your heart pound at 100 miles per hour.
It makes you cry yourself to sleep at night.
It makes you wait by the phone just to see if he had called.
It makes you spend money on material things to cover up whats inside so that maybe he`ll notice you.
Love is so full of maybes, it is never for sure.
Love can be lost as easily as it is found.
Love can turn to hate, jealousy, and greed.
Emotions are to be felt, acted upon, to give and to receive.
Love doesn`t.
It is only said and words mean nothing.

Before I met you, I was always considered the strong one;
The one who never got hurt;
I could do anything and never fall.
I felt like i was the pitome of invincibility; of confidence.
Now, you've come along, you've broken my heart, and you've shaken me from that really strong foundation that I've spent years constructing.
I found out more about myself than I ever had before.
I found that my foundation wasn't as strong as I thought it was.
I found that love isn't all it's cracked up to be.&
i found that this time, maybe, I won't be able to get back up quite so easily.

Sometimes you gotta` play hard to get.. just to see how he really feels.
Sometimes you gotta` test someone - not because you don't trust them; but to see how much they'll sacrifice, just for you.

I`ve learned that things can change, and people change.
It doesn’t mean you forget the past, or try to cover it up.
It simply means that you`ve moved on and treasured the memories.
It means accepting that some things just aren`t meant to be.

If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
`
The most precious possession that may ever come to a man in this world, is a woman's heart.
But if they don't treasure it, it's their lost, not ours.
`
Like the candy in my mouth

You take me through that saccharine sensation

Bitter in the beginning, sweet in the end. . .

But still bittersweet nonetheless. . .

Just like a peppermint.

--

mixed feelings;
stuck;

byefornow,