Uncertainities.

amazing, how things that you realize can make you feel better.

"只要一个人从另一个角度来想莫件事，也许会从中豁然开解"

i finally realize something, something i left out.
since, a nong nong ago, i have always thought myself as alone.
somehow, forlorn and miserable.
but, now i realize, there are other people who are facing the same things that i am, and i shouldn't give up on my ideals no matter what(:
and that, some people, can look like perfect, and act the greatest friend to you, but they can still backstab you and turn the tables on you.
hypocritical thinking ;D

and that,
I should learn to be appreciative of the surrounding people, because now i understand certain things will never change, no matter what, and that, if some people have to go, there's no use clinging on to them, you will only hurt yourself further.

a dedication post to somebody, that i forgottten nongnongtimeago,

somehow, when i realize the lies that you said,
i really want to thank you for opening up my heart, and slamming the door into it once again, stabbing mutiple wounds into it, and just leaving me to clear up the bloody mess.
i hope, i'll never meet such people like you.
such people like you simply just makes the world fall down disasterously.
maybe, you're still a immature guy, and a kiddo at that.
kudos to you for getting in deep, and hurting me.
it's so ironical that i had regretted whatever i had done, and tried so much ways to salvage it, and just ended up hurting myself more, and crying it loud did cure.

I cried over you, so many days, so many times, that it is almost pointless to cry.
but now, when others tell me about you now, i got nothing better to say, just no comment.
cause, i'm over you ^^.
cheers to myself, for having experienced this kinda thing, and in a way, matured! (:
and, i realized how naive i was due to you, so thankyou so much,
you'll always be the best liar i have ever known.

"Time doesn't heal, it numbs the pain so that it would feel better in the end."
i can now, stand up on my feet, and say it doesn't hurt at all, i don't have any more feeelings(:

okeh,
andddddd:
HISTORYYY: WWI is not really CONSIDERED a WORLDWAR, because it only affected the euro-pacific region of the world at that time during the industralization period. WWII is a true WORLDWAR, because it affected the whole world. Hitler started the war in the euro-pacific region for Germany to dominate the whole world, while Japan started the war in the Asia region to dominate the whole of Asia(:

weeet, I LOVE 3RD OF MAY '08!
JANICE DARDAR IS BACK WITH MEEEEE(;
YAY-ness.

janjan, is loved.
fen li che will always love zha ni si,
as.
felfel will always love janjan<3!

loves,
<3.