maybe, i do need a guy.

whats the point of saying this?
no point.
LOL.
-laughs at self stupidly.

i'm so scared.
i'm so scared until i don't want to sleep tonight,
scared of the results.
very scared,
first time i am so frightened.
its like, nothing came out and came in.
my brain was just so, empty.
its' like nothing i studied came out.
what a loser.

i wish, there was somebody i could rely on.
who will be there for me,
no matter what, no matter when,
just be mine, and nobody else.
selfish me.
a wish that will never ever come true,
daydreaming again.

(: