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overall, can count as a happy day?
maybe.

..

last nite, cried.
it felt so weird.
my eyes hurt after the crying.
maybe, its because long time never cried.
i dont feel humane at all
maybe i'm just a freako.
somebody promised to have a shirt ready.
but, it was too late.
(:

thanks shi li sun nu, nithya mei for the concern.
loves<3.
i was touched by your concern..

weexin sun nu, cheer uppeh k.
(:

stared at the celling for awhile before dozing off for sleepland.
woke up, at 12.
freak-ed out.
thought i had tution.
so wasted one hour, calling and sms-ing up ppl whether got tution anot.
went for chinese tution, abit unsane, its like a dream.
i did badly, obviously.
my heart wasnt in it.
thinking, and thinking, and thinking.
terrified by the disappointment.
somehow i began to worry about my common test.
weirdo.

went to the library to chill out.
chilled for two hours,
best two hours of my life.
just read and read and read.

ate, watched television, prepared for the agar jelly.
damn, it was in such a mess.
i'm so tired after doing everything
worse part, this is only part one
still got part two due tomorrow,
part three due on monday, successful story please.
i know im a damn last minute person.
i wished, i didnt miss you.

..

end, (:

neutral mood, not too happy or too sad(:
the old bookworm, is alive.
just when i was about to find life meaningless.
doing the same thing, everyday, everytime.
without stress, i'm nothing.
too accustomed to stress.
without stress, i cant let myself go that easily.

freedom, is restricted.

if only, humans had a choice to stay emotionless.
(: