Saturday, July 21, 2007

Blank.

It have been ages.

the blog have nearly been dead.

but it's still revived.

I'm confused.

so damn confused.

I cut my hair;
so what?

Maybe I cut myself from you too;
dunnoe.

Was totally sick.

Haiz. throat inflammation&flu.

I didn't get the harrypotter book;
but I reserved it =P

I thought it's way over;
who would have guessed?

It's so concidence.

9 more days.
to exam.

And, I haven't studied yet. I'm thinking of getting remidial. woot. hopefully it will work out.

I'm 100% moody freak. time tuu change for the better?

I know i'm a freak;
a fat one at that;
plus, a totally ugly one;
i'm just so .. fugly (:

ღ Felicia.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Why..

Date: 07/7/07 Title: Why ... 6:13am

I met HER today. Mandy. I couldn't believe my eyes when I first saw her. She was together with 3 girls holding a board meant for project work I assume. We used to be friends. It has only been 2-3 years, yet she can't recognise me.. I can recongnise her at a glance. Have I really changed a lot? She didn't. I kept giving secret glances at her; not a change in her at all. She was there lively and happy.

I feel hurt; dunu why , maybe cus others I knew can recognise me, like Jaya,Dhivya etc, yet she can't..Am I expecting too much; I have no idea.
At primary 5, we were best buds; primary 6, she changed.

All those years that I didn't see her, I knew that she made use of me; Like many others. Haiz.

I thought that Friends last forever;and miss each other when separated; but this incident left me bewildered.

I was really hurt before meeting Mandy and her friends. Me and ryan saw Jamie out of the english lesson, after that I overheard Ryan talking to Jamie. I asked Ryan what Jamie said. What he said with Jamie really hurt.

I wonder when I part with my friends in sec2A, will I cry?

Dreams never come true;
Felicia.