Saturday, October 27, 2007

Post

msmsmsms
hahahaa;
really;
i still remember fri vividly like it was yesterday.
ohyeah;
it was YESTERDAY
LOL LOL LOL;

kk;
I remember janiceLAOGONG complains cause i was like ignoring her to do a video for my DEAR LAOPO HNIN HNIN;
LOL; hanged several times was almost dying.
sent to irene for commentor views or whatever;
she said put on subs.

Friday;;
proceeded with setting up video;
the 2Aboys were UNSUPPORTIVE;
the girls were like all crying;
except something else ..
anyway i'm not going to ruin the mood.
YES;
I CRIED.
so?
[;
i did.
weird as it may sounds,
I CRIED when i saw the message i typed for her and meant for my DEAR classmates who will be leaving us.
I CRIED harder hearing mr tan's words
I CRIED to see abi cry.
I CRIED consoling ppl.
I CRIED thinking of the possibilities if i haven met her.
I CRIED thinking of not seeing her.
and before you call me les;
I'm STRAIGHTTTT;
as STRAIGHT as EGGS are EGGS;
:D
'
2A;
we will be missing each other yeah?
maybe we'll all change;
i wonder whether we will still have fond memories of each other.
separated into different classes.
hopefully we will have a class with each other.
hais.

okok;
results ah.
LOL;
I was like.
eh what if i fail.
LOL;
end up.
Class; 6/40
Level: 7/82
ops;
dun kill me.
nithya beat me.
LOL;

Feel somewhat irritated by somebody;
I really liked him as a friend;
but.
some things have made me believe;
things are not what they are.
you may think that you know somebody well;
in fact,
you may be the one who know them the less.

I'll miss you hnin;
you're my bestie.
my laopo.
sweetsweet memories.
will always linger in my mind.
I'm scared.
that one day when we meet each other again,
in few years or many long years,
will we still acknowledge each other?
or
will we treat each other like practical strangers?
forgetting each other footprints in each's lives?
haiis.

talked to hnin today;
LOL;
was discussing about somehting.
dhne.
talked about HNIN's weakheart;
remembered vividly CHERYL's reaction.
hahahaa;
she was like,
";o hnin you got weakheart? Hey lets not agitate her anyfurther."
LOL;
dhen she was cracking us up with jokes.
we were like.
;o didn't you just say not to agitate her? her heart will be dying out of laughter you know.

2A;
my darling class;
maybe it is the real class that i ever been.
we used to be practical strangers.
slowly slowly we knew each other better.
as what hnin say,"a girl always hanging a sad face."
yeah, i was the loner.
but slowly as we closed up the gaps,
me and her became besties.
and i no longer became the sad girl with a sad face.
hais.
remember badminton?
remember weatherstudy with weiquan and paulene and jean?
remember our SWEETtimes together?
you must REMEMBER me and irene spent at ur day.
we got photos for rememberances.
I'll be posting them up asap.

&those who want the video, please approach me. I'll be more dhen happy to send you that video, either that, or you can watch it via hnin's blog at http://lovingyouppl.blogspot.com.

&

2A Outing,
please bring along
EXTRAAA CLOTHING.
$5 & additional $;
anddddd;
YOURSELF.
LOL;
Meet at vivo at 1pm.
thats all,
cya there!
[;
msmsmsms
hahahaa;
really;
i still remember fri vividly like it was yesterday.
ohyeah;
it was YESTERDAY
LOL LOL LOL;

kk;
I remember janiceLAOGONG complains cause i was like ignoring her to do a video for my DEAR LAOPO HNIN HNIN;
LOL; hanged several times was almost dying.
sent to irene for commentor views or whatever;
she said put on subs.

Friday;;
proceeded with setting up video;
the 2Aboys were UNSUPPORTIVE;
the girls were like all crying;
except something else ..
anyway i'm not going to ruin the mood.
YES;
I CRIED.
so?
[;
i did.
weird as it may sounds,
I CRIED when i saw the message i typed for her and meant for my DEAR classmates who will be leaving us.
I CRIED harder hearing mr tan's words
I CRIED to see abi cry.
I CRIED consoling ppl.
I CRIED thinking of the possibilities if i haven met her.
I CRIED thinking of not seeing her.
and before you call me les;
I'm STRAIGHTTTT;
as STRAIGHT as EGGS are EGGS;
:D
'
2A;
we will be missing each other yeah?
maybe we'll all change;
i wonder whether we will still have fond memories of each other.
separated into different classes.
hopefully we will have a class with each other.
hais.

okok;
results ah.
LOL;
I was like.
eh what if i fail.
LOL;
end up.
Class; 6/40
Level: 7/82
ops;
dun kill me.
nithya beat me.
LOL;

Feel somewhat irritated by somebody;
I really liked him as a friend;
but.
some things have made me believe;
things are not what they are.
you may think that you know somebody well;
in fact,
you may be the one who know them the less.

I'll miss you hnin;
you're my bestie.
my laopo.
sweetsweet memories.
will always linger in my mind.
I'm scared.
that one day when we meet each other again,
in few years or many long years,
will we still acknowledge each other?
or
will we treat each other like practical strangers?
forgetting each other footprints in each's lives?
haiis.

talked to hnin today;
LOL;
was discussing about somehting.
dhne.
talked about HNIN's weakheart;
remembered vividly CHERYL's reaction.
hahahaa;
she was like,
";o hnin you got weakheart? Hey lets not agitate her anyfurther."
LOL;
dhen she was cracking us up with jokes.
we were like.
;o didn't you just say not to agitate her? her heart will be dying out of laughter you know.

2A;
my darling class;
maybe it is the real class that i ever been.
we used to be practical strangers.
slowly slowly we knew each other better.
as what hnin say,"a girl always hanging a sad face."
yeah, i was the loner.
but slowly as we closed up the gaps,
me and her became besties.
and i no longer became the sad girl with a sad face.
hais.
remember badminton?
remember weatherstudy with weiquan and paulene and jean?
remember our SWEETtimes together?
you must REMEMBER me and irene spent at ur day.
we got photos for rememberances.
I'll be posting them up asap.

&those who want the video, please approach me. I'll be more dhen happy to send you that video, either that, or you can watch it via hnin's blog at http://lovingyouppl.blogspot.com.

&

2A Outing,
please bring along
EXTRAAA CLOTHING.
$5 & additional $;
anddddd;
YOURSELF.
LOL;
Meet at vivo at 1pm.
thats all,
cya there!
[;

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Post

back from sch;
quite okok feeling;
cause.
MATHS.
passed!
(:
yipeepeepee;
LOOOOL;
sci down still ok lah.
AT LEAST GOT PASS RIGHT;
:D
I dun care if go 3A or 3B
HEHEHEHEHES;
faking a smile is so damn easy;
making a real GOOD smile is so hard.
hais.

Thanks yuliah for encouragement.
together with.
HNIN HNIN OO.
TEO HUAIYUEEE;
and lots moree.
:D
I love you guys.
for being there always.

YAY! I get free testi from ms yap;
she said,"Remember to note down all the things you did for me, IF I'm still in shuqun 2years time, hunt me down and ask for testi."
LOL!
Mdm Kurusamy,"Must note down yourself, later she forget cause TEACHERS got the WORST memory."
;D
not exact words but meaning correct;
lalalalalalaaa;
-notes.

- Magazine.
- Photos :D

bloodyHELL;
I FINALLY FINISHED THAT BOOK;
PRINCESS IN PARK AVENUE;
damn nice luhs!
;D

today SSA;
anyway i didn't get for best reader;
i also couldn't care less.
hey,
MY CLASS GOT BEST READER CLASS HORRHS;
;DDD!


--

Dedicated to somebody;

I'm still waiting for the day, when your name wont make me smile.
Fine, I'll admit it.
You're the guy I can't stop thinking about.
The guy who makes me wanna scream.
The one who can make my day in a million different ways.
The one I write my love quotes about..
I'm not the kind of girl..
Who runs up, when you walk into a room.
Or the kind that talks to you every chance I get.
But I'm the kind of girl..
who holds it all inside..
And regrets it later..

If I ever argued with you, it`s because you don`t understand me.
If I ever got mad at you, it`s because I don`t understand you.
If I ever lied to you, it`s because you lied to me.
If I ever kept something from you, it`s because I didn`t want to hurt you.
If I were to leave you behind, it`s because you didn`t want to try.
If I were to cry over you, it`s because I cared about you too much.
If I were to stop calling you, it`s because you`re with another girl.
If I ever looked you deeply in the eyes, it`s because you`ve changed.
If I just smile after a fight, it`s because you really hurt me.
If I ever run out of the room when you walk in, it`s because you didn`t apologize.
If I ever just take your hand and lay close by, it`s because I`ve missed you.
If I ever closed my eyes and laid in your arms, it`s because you make me feel safe.
If I ever gave everything up for you, it`s because you`re worth it.
If I ever held onto you real tight, it`s because I`m afraid to lose you.
If I ever told you I loved you, it`s because I really do.

When I say don’t call, secretly, I wish you would.
When I say we won’t last forever, somehow, I wish you would say otherwise.
When I say don’t talk to me, please do.
When I walk away, pull me back.
When I cross my arms, grab my hands.
When I look away, don’t give up..
What if I broke down in front of you?
What if I told you I missed you?

What if you knew this smile was just a disguise?
What if you knew that I'm still in love with you?
What would you do?

every girl has that one guy she'll never get over.
the one who makes her smile harder than anyone else.
the one who has his name written all over her heart.
the one she could never get sick of looking at.
the one that she cried over and over about.
the one that no one could understand, "why him ?"
the one everyone thinks she can do better.
the one that gets her crazy when he’s near.
the one she doesn’t want to go a day without.
the one she'll wait a lifetime for,
after all, forever is never too long.
nothings really over, until the moment you stop trying.

I think sometimes we just need to tell ourselves we're
over him, because we're just not ready to realize,
that apart of him is going to stay in you forever

Everyone deserves a chance for redemption, an opportunity to prove that they're a different; a better person than yesterday.

Everyone deserves a second break to make things right &a fair trial; keeping in mind that everyone makes mistakes.

Everyone deserves someone who will give them the salvation to be seen in a different light.

But more importantly everyone deserves the right to let them believe that someone can change, because everyone deserves someone that is willing to go the extra mile, &make an effort for you.

I can yell at you ,
be mad at you ,
say stupid things
Then,
take them back
I even pretend that I hate you
But nobody in the whole world cares about you ...
More than me.

I am a wonderful liar if you really think,
I'm happy with being 'just friends.'

I hate how being 'just friends' is enough for you.
I hate how you constantly use "we use to" to remind me what we had.
And I hate how you can just go on & act like it doesn't hurt you.

I guess sometimes it's easier to act like you don't care..
than to admit it's killing you.

Don't give up if you still wanna try.
Don't wipe your eyes if you still wanna cry.
Don't stop asking questions if you still wanna know.
Don't say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Love is the most stupidest thing in the world.
It means nothing to me.
`Cause tell me;
what does love really do for you ?
It makes your heart pound at 100 miles per hour.
It makes you cry yourself to sleep at night.
It makes you wait by the phone just to see if he had called.
It makes you spend money on material things to cover up whats inside so that maybe he`ll notice you.
Love is so full of maybes, it is never for sure.
Love can be lost as easily as it is found.
Love can turn to hate, jealousy, and greed.
Emotions are to be felt, acted upon, to give and to receive.
Love doesn`t.
It is only said and words mean nothing.

Before I met you, I was always considered the strong one;
The one who never got hurt;
I could do anything and never fall.
I felt like i was the pitome of invincibility; of confidence.
Now, you've come along, you've broken my heart, and you've shaken me from that really strong foundation that I've spent years constructing.
I found out more about myself than I ever had before.
I found that my foundation wasn't as strong as I thought it was.
I found that love isn't all it's cracked up to be.&
i found that this time, maybe, I won't be able to get back up quite so easily.

Sometimes you gotta` play hard to get.. just to see how he really feels.
Sometimes you gotta` test someone - not because you don't trust them; but to see how much they'll sacrifice, just for you.

I`ve learned that things can change, and people change.
It doesn’t mean you forget the past, or try to cover it up.
It simply means that you`ve moved on and treasured the memories.
It means accepting that some things just aren`t meant to be.

If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
`
The most precious possession that may ever come to a man in this world, is a woman's heart.
But if they don't treasure it, it's their lost, not ours.
`
Like the candy in my mouth

You take me through that saccharine sensation

Bitter in the beginning, sweet in the end. . .

But still bittersweet nonetheless. . .

Just like a peppermint.

--

mixed feelings;
stuck;

byefornow,
back from sch;
quite okok feeling;
cause.
MATHS.
passed!
(:
yipeepeepee;
LOOOOL;
sci down still ok lah.
AT LEAST GOT PASS RIGHT;
:D
I dun care if go 3A or 3B
HEHEHEHEHES;
faking a smile is so damn easy;
making a real GOOD smile is so hard.
hais.

Thanks yuliah for encouragement.
together with.
HNIN HNIN OO.
TEO HUAIYUEEE;
and lots moree.
:D
I love you guys.
for being there always.

YAY! I get free testi from ms yap;
she said,"Remember to note down all the things you did for me, IF I'm still in shuqun 2years time, hunt me down and ask for testi."
LOL!
Mdm Kurusamy,"Must note down yourself, later she forget cause TEACHERS got the WORST memory."
;D
not exact words but meaning correct;
lalalalalalaaa;
-notes.

- Magazine.
- Photos :D

bloodyHELL;
I FINALLY FINISHED THAT BOOK;
PRINCESS IN PARK AVENUE;
damn nice luhs!
;D

today SSA;
anyway i didn't get for best reader;
i also couldn't care less.
hey,
MY CLASS GOT BEST READER CLASS HORRHS;
;DDD!


--

Dedicated to somebody;

I'm still waiting for the day, when your name wont make me smile.
Fine, I'll admit it.
You're the guy I can't stop thinking about.
The guy who makes me wanna scream.
The one who can make my day in a million different ways.
The one I write my love quotes about..
I'm not the kind of girl..
Who runs up, when you walk into a room.
Or the kind that talks to you every chance I get.
But I'm the kind of girl..
who holds it all inside..
And regrets it later..

If I ever argued with you, it`s because you don`t understand me.
If I ever got mad at you, it`s because I don`t understand you.
If I ever lied to you, it`s because you lied to me.
If I ever kept something from you, it`s because I didn`t want to hurt you.
If I were to leave you behind, it`s because you didn`t want to try.
If I were to cry over you, it`s because I cared about you too much.
If I were to stop calling you, it`s because you`re with another girl.
If I ever looked you deeply in the eyes, it`s because you`ve changed.
If I just smile after a fight, it`s because you really hurt me.
If I ever run out of the room when you walk in, it`s because you didn`t apologize.
If I ever just take your hand and lay close by, it`s because I`ve missed you.
If I ever closed my eyes and laid in your arms, it`s because you make me feel safe.
If I ever gave everything up for you, it`s because you`re worth it.
If I ever held onto you real tight, it`s because I`m afraid to lose you.
If I ever told you I loved you, it`s because I really do.

When I say don’t call, secretly, I wish you would.
When I say we won’t last forever, somehow, I wish you would say otherwise.
When I say don’t talk to me, please do.
When I walk away, pull me back.
When I cross my arms, grab my hands.
When I look away, don’t give up..
What if I broke down in front of you?
What if I told you I missed you?

What if you knew this smile was just a disguise?
What if you knew that I'm still in love with you?
What would you do?

every girl has that one guy she'll never get over.
the one who makes her smile harder than anyone else.
the one who has his name written all over her heart.
the one she could never get sick of looking at.
the one that she cried over and over about.
the one that no one could understand, "why him ?"
the one everyone thinks she can do better.
the one that gets her crazy when he’s near.
the one she doesn’t want to go a day without.
the one she'll wait a lifetime for,
after all, forever is never too long.
nothings really over, until the moment you stop trying.

I think sometimes we just need to tell ourselves we're
over him, because we're just not ready to realize,
that apart of him is going to stay in you forever

Everyone deserves a chance for redemption, an opportunity to prove that they're a different; a better person than yesterday.

Everyone deserves a second break to make things right &a fair trial; keeping in mind that everyone makes mistakes.

Everyone deserves someone who will give them the salvation to be seen in a different light.

But more importantly everyone deserves the right to let them believe that someone can change, because everyone deserves someone that is willing to go the extra mile, &make an effort for you.

I can yell at you ,
be mad at you ,
say stupid things
Then,
take them back
I even pretend that I hate you
But nobody in the whole world cares about you ...
More than me.

I am a wonderful liar if you really think,
I'm happy with being 'just friends.'

I hate how being 'just friends' is enough for you.
I hate how you constantly use "we use to" to remind me what we had.
And I hate how you can just go on & act like it doesn't hurt you.

I guess sometimes it's easier to act like you don't care..
than to admit it's killing you.

Don't give up if you still wanna try.
Don't wipe your eyes if you still wanna cry.
Don't stop asking questions if you still wanna know.
Don't say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Love is the most stupidest thing in the world.
It means nothing to me.
`Cause tell me;
what does love really do for you ?
It makes your heart pound at 100 miles per hour.
It makes you cry yourself to sleep at night.
It makes you wait by the phone just to see if he had called.
It makes you spend money on material things to cover up whats inside so that maybe he`ll notice you.
Love is so full of maybes, it is never for sure.
Love can be lost as easily as it is found.
Love can turn to hate, jealousy, and greed.
Emotions are to be felt, acted upon, to give and to receive.
Love doesn`t.
It is only said and words mean nothing.

Before I met you, I was always considered the strong one;
The one who never got hurt;
I could do anything and never fall.
I felt like i was the pitome of invincibility; of confidence.
Now, you've come along, you've broken my heart, and you've shaken me from that really strong foundation that I've spent years constructing.
I found out more about myself than I ever had before.
I found that my foundation wasn't as strong as I thought it was.
I found that love isn't all it's cracked up to be.&
i found that this time, maybe, I won't be able to get back up quite so easily.

Sometimes you gotta` play hard to get.. just to see how he really feels.
Sometimes you gotta` test someone - not because you don't trust them; but to see how much they'll sacrifice, just for you.

I`ve learned that things can change, and people change.
It doesn’t mean you forget the past, or try to cover it up.
It simply means that you`ve moved on and treasured the memories.
It means accepting that some things just aren`t meant to be.

If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
`
The most precious possession that may ever come to a man in this world, is a woman's heart.
But if they don't treasure it, it's their lost, not ours.
`
Like the candy in my mouth

You take me through that saccharine sensation

Bitter in the beginning, sweet in the end. . .

But still bittersweet nonetheless. . .

Just like a peppermint.

--

mixed feelings;
stuck;

byefornow,

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Post

hais;
results were BEETTTER dhen i tot.
just that maybe its due to my careless.
47/100.
how unbelievable is that?
I could feel my heart thumping when i was checking p1 ..
relieved, 25! whatthehell?
dhen.
paper 2 23.
Due to a lot careless.
dawr :(
nevermind, try better next time.

Home econs. 79.
Mother tongue. 57/70 , 60/70 , 77/100 overall.
Science pass dunu what.
D&T shld have passed dunu what.

LOLS; unbelievable right.
compo. COMPO LEIS.
LOLS;
i love this type of compo."If time can turn back again."
NICEEEE TOPIC LORRR;
:DDDD

-smirk.
invented loads of new things.

AHEM => the thing that boys have since young.
AHEMAHEM => the thing that boys use for their AHEMS/the thing that boys' toilet have but girl's toilet dun have.
AHEMAHEMAHEM => the sound that the train makes.
AHEMAHEMAHEMAHEM => the word pronounced smex in the dictionary and internet talk.

I'm not perv or horny;
stating facts what.
-.-
lammeee ;l

lalalaland.
i wanna give up on you;
damn.
seriouslyseriouslydo.
just that i can't.

maybe.

;Dreams are just like fairytales, just only without any happily-ever-afters.

;l
hais;
results were BEETTTER dhen i tot.
just that maybe its due to my careless.
47/100.
how unbelievable is that?
I could feel my heart thumping when i was checking p1 ..
relieved, 25! whatthehell?
dhen.
paper 2 23.
Due to a lot careless.
dawr :(
nevermind, try better next time.

Home econs. 79.
Mother tongue. 57/70 , 60/70 , 77/100 overall.
Science pass dunu what.
D&T shld have passed dunu what.

LOLS; unbelievable right.
compo. COMPO LEIS.
LOLS;
i love this type of compo."If time can turn back again."
NICEEEE TOPIC LORRR;
:DDDD

-smirk.
invented loads of new things.

AHEM => the thing that boys have since young.
AHEMAHEM => the thing that boys use for their AHEMS/the thing that boys' toilet have but girl's toilet dun have.
AHEMAHEMAHEM => the sound that the train makes.
AHEMAHEMAHEMAHEM => the word pronounced smex in the dictionary and internet talk.

I'm not perv or horny;
stating facts what.
-.-
lammeee ;l

lalalaland.
i wanna give up on you;
damn.
seriouslyseriouslydo.
just that i can't.

maybe.

;Dreams are just like fairytales, just only without any happily-ever-afters.

;l

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Post

i hate today;
rushrushrush;
guess what happened;
sad yet happy;

today had the concert thingy right;
if you can believe it,
I ACTUALLY DRESSED UP FOR IT;
unbelievable.
--
I forgot abt dt.
hnin told me;
so i rushwork;
done until quite messy but ok;
dhen rushrush hand up;
--
I took out all the available shirts dhen classify.
WRONG COLOUR/TOO BIG/just nice.
LOL;
I wore a badboy shirt rofl.
--
got lost twice;
mean like;
i took the train heading to chinese garden twice.
believe it or not.
I stop at CG wait for return train take go je.
TWICE ok;
when i there;
i tio scolding by HY for abandoning her with the guys;
namely;
Weibin, LiYang, Asyraf, Jordan,Joseph and Lutfi.
LOLS;
nt my fault lah.

still earlee;
so we decided go explore;
walkwalk see store;
I grumble to huaiyue;
say;
I must be the dumbest person in the world.
besides easily getting lost;
I also forgot to ask for $;
pocket left 0.20cent.
ridiculous man.
we laughed lahs;

go macdonalds.
me and huaiyue dun eat lor.
we sit there infront of the eating jordan and asyraf.
stupid asyraf;
keep trying tempt me with food;
but before that;
i tell huaiyue not i abandon her;
cause its not like they will eat her up.
eg, jordan.
he can't eat you up.
dhen jordan or somebody else say, asyraf can.
LOL;
i diam.
dhen back;
asyraf tempt me lor.

dhen I just like sians.
cause mac food also not good;
realized at that time.
it wasn't appealing anymore;
it was just,
snack or junk food.
which you consume when you're bored or hungry.
you know.

dhen they two (jordan and asyraf) fight over food;
damn funny can;
I was like;
next time dun sit together with them.
rofl.

dhen they accidently stain weibin's $79 jacket.
i think $79 or something...
dhen weibin angry luhs.
there using asyraf's drink you know the side due to condensation got water particles?
yeah that.
dhen I kinda pity him.
took a tissue and pour water pass to him.
dhen wet my bag,
nevermind deh, will dry.
x)

dhen we rush back luh;
drizzling;
come back;
see most guys;
talk to them something like that;
but i really missed hnin;
:D
talked about snatching her from hy lols;
no lah, just kidding,
both my best buds.
dhen theatre;
so mafan;
dhen movemove sitsit;

i sit in middle of mindy and jean
jean was like looking at her phone for time rofl;
i got so bored.
first song; attentive, but eyes threatening to close.
second song, eyes going close, halfway sleep 10min? wake up.
third and all, i felt cold lah, so take sis sch blazer de bvss derhx wear.
so ps can. cause i'm from sqss, yet wearing bvss derhx rofl;
dhen keep blocking until i got sian.
lols;

the concert quite nice , if you close your eyes, confirm sleep.
surprising too.
the first song, there was a solo violinist;
i tot the conductor was angry@him.
cause.the violinist was like doing nothing while others playing like he was new to it and dunu what to do.
slowly he began playing.
dhen conductor like halfway stop doing anything let him play (v.scary).
like that luh;

iwas like despo go home;
rofl.
despodespo.
so fastfast take first train go back bb;
like that;

got a big surprise;
total: 23applicants? :D or more.
so nice man;
first time;
xD. but more is better; more to choose from;
so spam again luhs;
like that

dhen was like crapping in hab;
say.
101ways to make a guy change his thinking.
1) For those hornii derhx, make them watch porn daily until they sian lol.
2) Threaten or blackmailing (Please note, whatever has to do with their AHEM will make them do it.)
3) hmmmm. make them cry. (do something touching)
lols! somebody tot i horny. LOL; no lahs, just playing.

dhen i talked about the painting;
lols.
ryuu and brenda think same sehx.
ryuu: which idiotic principal will get girls to paint the boys' toilet? Obviously it's empty ..
xuan: What if the guys scream molest.
LOL; at same time too rofl..

like that luh;
haiihaii.

I'm going to cancel my words.

ifonlyyoucouldsee;
the dismayed look on my face;
when i saw her so close to you;
maybe thats what was called jealousy.
why she could touch your face daringly;
and i couldn't bring myself to;


it's like me leaving behind unspoken words in your midst, pretending that nothing's wrong when there is.Acting like i dun care about you when i really seriously do. I love you boy, but you'll never be mine.


I feel like a hypocrite;
acting happy when i'm not.
cheering up ppl;
when seriously I'm depressed too;
acting like i dun care when i really honestly do.
and, why does it always happen on the wrong person at the wrong time?
hais.

Everytime i hear this song;
I fall more in love with this song;
enchanted.
by.
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You.
Damn nice, try it.


I'm dreading friday.
the day I'll be a human fountain crying like hell;
emoing like shit;
moodswing often;
ignoring ppl;
wallowing in self pity;
due to results.
hais.
already warned those in habbo dun talk to me;
later i take out emoness to them;
I feel like I let my parents down;
try my best can le..
what is try my best when maths p2 easy i make so many careless mistakes?
I believe my maths paper got single digit out of 100.
hais.
NA
hais.

tmr chiongchiongchiong;
gogogo;
hais,
i hate today;
rushrushrush;
guess what happened;
sad yet happy;

today had the concert thingy right;
if you can believe it,
I ACTUALLY DRESSED UP FOR IT;
unbelievable.
--
I forgot abt dt.
hnin told me;
so i rushwork;
done until quite messy but ok;
dhen rushrush hand up;
--
I took out all the available shirts dhen classify.
WRONG COLOUR/TOO BIG/just nice.
LOL;
I wore a badboy shirt rofl.
--
got lost twice;
mean like;
i took the train heading to chinese garden twice.
believe it or not.
I stop at CG wait for return train take go je.
TWICE ok;
when i there;
i tio scolding by HY for abandoning her with the guys;
namely;
Weibin, LiYang, Asyraf, Jordan,Joseph and Lutfi.
LOLS;
nt my fault lah.

still earlee;
so we decided go explore;
walkwalk see store;
I grumble to huaiyue;
say;
I must be the dumbest person in the world.
besides easily getting lost;
I also forgot to ask for $;
pocket left 0.20cent.
ridiculous man.
we laughed lahs;

go macdonalds.
me and huaiyue dun eat lor.
we sit there infront of the eating jordan and asyraf.
stupid asyraf;
keep trying tempt me with food;
but before that;
i tell huaiyue not i abandon her;
cause its not like they will eat her up.
eg, jordan.
he can't eat you up.
dhen jordan or somebody else say, asyraf can.
LOL;
i diam.
dhen back;
asyraf tempt me lor.

dhen I just like sians.
cause mac food also not good;
realized at that time.
it wasn't appealing anymore;
it was just,
snack or junk food.
which you consume when you're bored or hungry.
you know.

dhen they two (jordan and asyraf) fight over food;
damn funny can;
I was like;
next time dun sit together with them.
rofl.

dhen they accidently stain weibin's $79 jacket.
i think $79 or something...
dhen weibin angry luhs.
there using asyraf's drink you know the side due to condensation got water particles?
yeah that.
dhen I kinda pity him.
took a tissue and pour water pass to him.
dhen wet my bag,
nevermind deh, will dry.
x)

dhen we rush back luh;
drizzling;
come back;
see most guys;
talk to them something like that;
but i really missed hnin;
:D
talked about snatching her from hy lols;
no lah, just kidding,
both my best buds.
dhen theatre;
so mafan;
dhen movemove sitsit;

i sit in middle of mindy and jean
jean was like looking at her phone for time rofl;
i got so bored.
first song; attentive, but eyes threatening to close.
second song, eyes going close, halfway sleep 10min? wake up.
third and all, i felt cold lah, so take sis sch blazer de bvss derhx wear.
so ps can. cause i'm from sqss, yet wearing bvss derhx rofl;
dhen keep blocking until i got sian.
lols;

the concert quite nice , if you close your eyes, confirm sleep.
surprising too.
the first song, there was a solo violinist;
i tot the conductor was angry@him.
cause.the violinist was like doing nothing while others playing like he was new to it and dunu what to do.
slowly he began playing.
dhen conductor like halfway stop doing anything let him play (v.scary).
like that luh;

iwas like despo go home;
rofl.
despodespo.
so fastfast take first train go back bb;
like that;

got a big surprise;
total: 23applicants? :D or more.
so nice man;
first time;
xD. but more is better; more to choose from;
so spam again luhs;
like that

dhen was like crapping in hab;
say.
101ways to make a guy change his thinking.
1) For those hornii derhx, make them watch porn daily until they sian lol.
2) Threaten or blackmailing (Please note, whatever has to do with their AHEM will make them do it.)
3) hmmmm. make them cry. (do something touching)
lols! somebody tot i horny. LOL; no lahs, just playing.

dhen i talked about the painting;
lols.
ryuu and brenda think same sehx.
ryuu: which idiotic principal will get girls to paint the boys' toilet? Obviously it's empty ..
xuan: What if the guys scream molest.
LOL; at same time too rofl..

like that luh;
haiihaii.

I'm going to cancel my words.

ifonlyyoucouldsee;
the dismayed look on my face;
when i saw her so close to you;
maybe thats what was called jealousy.
why she could touch your face daringly;
and i couldn't bring myself to;


it's like me leaving behind unspoken words in your midst, pretending that nothing's wrong when there is.Acting like i dun care about you when i really seriously do. I love you boy, but you'll never be mine.


I feel like a hypocrite;
acting happy when i'm not.
cheering up ppl;
when seriously I'm depressed too;
acting like i dun care when i really honestly do.
and, why does it always happen on the wrong person at the wrong time?
hais.

Everytime i hear this song;
I fall more in love with this song;
enchanted.
by.
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You.
Damn nice, try it.


I'm dreading friday.
the day I'll be a human fountain crying like hell;
emoing like shit;
moodswing often;
ignoring ppl;
wallowing in self pity;
due to results.
hais.
already warned those in habbo dun talk to me;
later i take out emoness to them;
I feel like I let my parents down;
try my best can le..
what is try my best when maths p2 easy i make so many careless mistakes?
I believe my maths paper got single digit out of 100.
hais.
NA
hais.

tmr chiongchiongchiong;
gogogo;
hais,

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Post

i feel horrible;
pathetic even;
how badly i fared in papers;

english paper one and mt was ok;
but;
seriously;
i felt like the sci and maths paper were too much already;

we are only sec2;
they are giving us sec3-sec4 standard papers;

maths p1 it was horrible.
maths p2 was worse;
I practically got wrong every question there was;
dunnid say if my maths got single digit i can go oohlala;

I'm mentally prepared to break down;
cry whatever;
I nearly cried after maths p2;
the tears were already on the brink;
on my eyes;
I wanted so much to grab my pillow;
cry until I got tired;
had literature;
and literature gave me the joy;
I practically loved that paper;

I cried 3 times before the maths p1;
when I talked to my dad;
when i talked to hnin;
when i talked to my sis;

I really can't stand it;
I felt so pressurized;
this year is streaming year;
what if i flunked and went to 3NA?
I would feel so .. bad.

been fiting with lg again;
sian;
i really dun have any energy to fite with her anymore;

I feel kinda irritated when i saw all the new sites that popped up;
adidas even;
hais;
i dun think 101d can survive anymore;

I feel so tired;
exhausted;
i wanna cry like hell;
to go to na from express is so much disgrace.

my father already tell me to be prepared to study on my own.
cause maybe he can't afford my tution fees anymore;
hais;
i really love ms khan,
she teach a lot,
i gain a lot of new information that i never knew from her.
i really love chen yun too;
although she is strict;
and crazy sometimes;
I have been with her since pri1;
i still can rmb pri3 i was asked to stayback with p1;
how i cried;
hais.

i know that sqss is waiting for our batch;
how can we soar if you keep putting down metal obstacles for us to carry?
we're not superbirds.
the science and maths paper was seriously too much.
and what if;
75% of express flunk and go to NA;
75% of NA soar and go to express;
its seriously unfair treatment;
they got a easy paper and what we got?
something like hell.

seriously,
there's a lot more to complain;
but thats all for today i guess;
for example, why history paper so short?
science paper too?
hais.

wo zhen de ai ni,
dan shi ni ba wo ai shi bu li;
hao xin qing dui wo hao;
bu kuai le ba wo shuay dao jiu xiao yun wai;
wo hen fan men;
ai ni;
you shuo bu chu kou;

there she stood there standing alone,
alone like nobody's business;
there she stood in front of the big wide sea;
glancing ever so slightly at the big vast blue sea;
how much he meant to her;
and how much she loved him;
yet he had practically no idea.

很多人問我為什麼會喜歡他。是因為他帥嗎﹖還是因為他很會哄女生﹖他已經有女朋友了﹐難道你不介意嗎﹖既然已經有女朋友了﹐為什麼不乾脆放棄﹖
對於這麼多的疑問﹐我只有一句話﹕我喜歡他﹐是真的喜歡他﹐不管別人說什麼﹐不管他有沒有女朋友﹐我還是會喜歡他。
雖然他永遠也不會知道﹐曾經有這個女生那麼愛著他﹐不過無所謂﹐我的喜歡﹐不要求什麼。
我也知道﹐他當然不會喜歡我。
但只要我能見到他﹐那已經足夠了。
我早就知道﹐這是一個沒有結果的愛情故事。

Words are not the most hurtful thing. It is the when the language without words is forsaken and you give love up.
i feel horrible;
pathetic even;
how badly i fared in papers;

english paper one and mt was ok;
but;
seriously;
i felt like the sci and maths paper were too much already;

we are only sec2;
they are giving us sec3-sec4 standard papers;

maths p1 it was horrible.
maths p2 was worse;
I practically got wrong every question there was;
dunnid say if my maths got single digit i can go oohlala;

I'm mentally prepared to break down;
cry whatever;
I nearly cried after maths p2;
the tears were already on the brink;
on my eyes;
I wanted so much to grab my pillow;
cry until I got tired;
had literature;
and literature gave me the joy;
I practically loved that paper;

I cried 3 times before the maths p1;
when I talked to my dad;
when i talked to hnin;
when i talked to my sis;

I really can't stand it;
I felt so pressurized;
this year is streaming year;
what if i flunked and went to 3NA?
I would feel so .. bad.

been fiting with lg again;
sian;
i really dun have any energy to fite with her anymore;

I feel kinda irritated when i saw all the new sites that popped up;
adidas even;
hais;
i dun think 101d can survive anymore;

I feel so tired;
exhausted;
i wanna cry like hell;
to go to na from express is so much disgrace.

my father already tell me to be prepared to study on my own.
cause maybe he can't afford my tution fees anymore;
hais;
i really love ms khan,
she teach a lot,
i gain a lot of new information that i never knew from her.
i really love chen yun too;
although she is strict;
and crazy sometimes;
I have been with her since pri1;
i still can rmb pri3 i was asked to stayback with p1;
how i cried;
hais.

i know that sqss is waiting for our batch;
how can we soar if you keep putting down metal obstacles for us to carry?
we're not superbirds.
the science and maths paper was seriously too much.
and what if;
75% of express flunk and go to NA;
75% of NA soar and go to express;
its seriously unfair treatment;
they got a easy paper and what we got?
something like hell.

seriously,
there's a lot more to complain;
but thats all for today i guess;
for example, why history paper so short?
science paper too?
hais.

wo zhen de ai ni,
dan shi ni ba wo ai shi bu li;
hao xin qing dui wo hao;
bu kuai le ba wo shuay dao jiu xiao yun wai;
wo hen fan men;
ai ni;
you shuo bu chu kou;

there she stood there standing alone,
alone like nobody's business;
there she stood in front of the big wide sea;
glancing ever so slightly at the big vast blue sea;
how much he meant to her;
and how much she loved him;
yet he had practically no idea.

很多人問我為什麼會喜歡他。是因為他帥嗎﹖還是因為他很會哄女生﹖他已經有女朋友了﹐難道你不介意嗎﹖既然已經有女朋友了﹐為什麼不乾脆放棄﹖
對於這麼多的疑問﹐我只有一句話﹕我喜歡他﹐是真的喜歡他﹐不管別人說什麼﹐不管他有沒有女朋友﹐我還是會喜歡他。
雖然他永遠也不會知道﹐曾經有這個女生那麼愛著他﹐不過無所謂﹐我的喜歡﹐不要求什麼。
我也知道﹐他當然不會喜歡我。
但只要我能見到他﹐那已經足夠了。
我早就知道﹐這是一個沒有結果的愛情故事。

Words are not the most hurtful thing. It is the when the language without words is forsaken and you give love up.