Todayyy

I'm so smexi happy !!!! Yesterday , me and Hnin Hnin made a big risk of getting blacklisted as we sent a email to our school vp(vice-principal) to request for the further addition of badminton to our school cca range , which is small . Today we got back his reply and it was a YES!!!

I'm so happy , that I could even jump over the wall lawls . Today went mapling to level up , I'm trying to level up to 20+ which is hard so now I'm only lvl 16 . Trying my best not to lose my temper at those who keep ks-ing me . When I fight , I get the shells and money and they say I ks them . HELLO , I been here 2 hrs ago LOL . Yup , I played it for 3-4 hrs . I been on the computer since 12 to 7+ . I know , crazy but couldn't help it . I'm not a computer addict by the way , just that today had a lot of things to do on the computer and I so totally left it by the side for more than 5 times .

I'm still so HAPPY !!! Nothing can spoil my mood now , cuz badminton is approved .Approved , approved , APPROVED . YAY!!! Hnin HNin and Me all so over the moon when we both gt back the mail x) x) .

Signing off ,
Felicia <3.

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I got the sub-theme of Princess Hours x)

This picture got from : http://stickgal.blogspot.com .

Nice? Lol .

Here are the lyrics [ In korean ]

앵무새 by 하울(HowL)

또 어제처럼 다시 그립습니다 보고 싶은 맘 줄지도 않는지 자꾸만 그대가 떠오릅니다......
헤아려볼수록 더 눈물 납니다 훔쳐내봐도 흐르는 눈물에기억이 또 다른 기억으로 번져 아프게 날 울립니다......
받은 것만 있어서 내겐 후회뿐인데 준 게 없는 날 그댄 또 잊을까 겁이나......
사랑합니다 난...... 난 사랑합니다 그대에게 배운 많고 많은 말들 중에 이 말 하나 입버릇처럼 나 중얼거립니다......혼자 바보처럼 미안합니다 참...... 참 미안합니다 뒤늦은 이 말까지 미안하지만 염치없이 그댈 기다립니다행여 내일은 돌아올까 ......
그대란 새장이 비좁긴 했어도 좋았습니다 행복했습니다 이별을 몰랐던 영원을 믿었던 그 날로 나 꿈에라도......
돌아갈 수 있다면 내 마음을 모아서 내 가슴을 덜어서 다 그댈 줄 텐데......
사랑합니다 난 사랑합니다 그대에게 배운 많고 많은 말들 중에 이 말 하나 입버릇처럼 나 중얼거립니다......혼자 바보처럼 미안합니다 참 미안합니다 뒤늦은 이 말까지 미안하지만 염치없이 그댈 기다립니다행여 내일은 돌아올까......
이 마음...... 끝내 그댄 몰라 올 수 없어도 그대가 변해 더는 난 아니라도 불러보고 다시 불러봅니다앵무새처럼 그대 이름...... 그대 사랑만...... 이렇게......

I know its hard to decipher .. so dun try x)

Here's a couple of jokes found in : www.stomp.com.sg - Source

Once, during the gulf war, the President of USA, and the Prime Ministers of UK and Singapore were travelling on a war ship that was cruising near Saudi Arabia. The 3 were talking about how brave their soldiers were but their discussion soon turned into an argument where each wanted to prove the bravery of their own troops.

The President of USA said, "let me show you what is guts", whereupon he called his Colonel and ordered him "Jump into the sea and swim 3 times around this ship!". The Colonel replied "Anything for Uncle Sam, Sir!", jumped into the shark infested sea and swam 3 rounds with the sharks chasing him like mad! After the 3 successful rounds, the Colonel came up to the deck and said, "I did it for Uncle Sam, my President!". The proud President replied "That's what I call guts!"

The Prime Minister of UK was pissed. He called his 3-star General and said "General, jump into the sea and swim 10 rounds around this ship!". The General replied "Anything for the Queen, Sir!", jumped into the shark infested sea and swam 10 rounds with the sharks chasing him like hell! After the 10 successful rounds, the Colonel came up to the deck and said, "Long Live the Queen!". The proud PM replied "That's what I call guts!"

The Prime Minister of Singapore cannot tahan ("tolerate" in Singapore colloquial). He had to show that his soldiers have it too. So he called one of his Privates and said "Soldier, jump into the sea and swim 50 rounds".The Private replied "Ooi, you seow is it ? ("mad" in Hokkien) I just bought my Executive Condo and I am paying through my nose. You want me to jump and die or what? If you want to ya-ya (show off in Malay), you jump into the sea lah". Lee Hsien Loong smiled and said "Now, that's what I call guts!"

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One day, at KK hospital, 4 babies were born....a German baby, a Jewish baby, a Filipino baby and a Singaporean baby. However, by mistake, someone reshuffled the babies and the nurse who was on duty that day couldn't differentiate the babies as they were too young (all babies look alike when they are newly born). So this poor nurse couldn't figure out how to tell the babies apart....and finally she went to ask the head matron for help.

The head matron thought for a while...then she came up with a really fantastic solution. She put up a serious air and saluted, "Heil Hitler!" And the German baby saluted, "Heil Hitler!" The Jewish baby, on seeing the Nazi salute, ^&^% in his diapers.

Then the Singaporean baby, on seeing the mess made by the Jewish baby, turned to the Filipino baby in disgust and said, "Hey you, clean up the mess!"

A bit of cold* but I'm still posting x)

I got the sub-theme of Princess Hours x)

This picture got from : http://stickgal.blogspot.com .

Nice? Lol .

Here are the lyrics [ In korean ]

앵무새 by 하울(HowL)

또 어제처럼 다시 그립습니다 보고 싶은 맘 줄지도 않는지 자꾸만 그대가 떠오릅니다......
헤아려볼수록 더 눈물 납니다 훔쳐내봐도 흐르는 눈물에기억이 또 다른 기억으로 번져 아프게 날 울립니다......
받은 것만 있어서 내겐 후회뿐인데 준 게 없는 날 그댄 또 잊을까 겁이나......
사랑합니다 난...... 난 사랑합니다 그대에게 배운 많고 많은 말들 중에 이 말 하나 입버릇처럼 나 중얼거립니다......혼자 바보처럼 미안합니다 참...... 참 미안합니다 뒤늦은 이 말까지 미안하지만 염치없이 그댈 기다립니다행여 내일은 돌아올까 ......
그대란 새장이 비좁긴 했어도 좋았습니다 행복했습니다 이별을 몰랐던 영원을 믿었던 그 날로 나 꿈에라도......
돌아갈 수 있다면 내 마음을 모아서 내 가슴을 덜어서 다 그댈 줄 텐데......
사랑합니다 난 사랑합니다 그대에게 배운 많고 많은 말들 중에 이 말 하나 입버릇처럼 나 중얼거립니다......혼자 바보처럼 미안합니다 참 미안합니다 뒤늦은 이 말까지 미안하지만 염치없이 그댈 기다립니다행여 내일은 돌아올까......
이 마음...... 끝내 그댄 몰라 올 수 없어도 그대가 변해 더는 난 아니라도 불러보고 다시 불러봅니다앵무새처럼 그대 이름...... 그대 사랑만...... 이렇게......

I know its hard to decipher .. so dun try x)

Here's a couple of jokes found in : www.stomp.com.sg - Source

Once, during the gulf war, the President of USA, and the Prime Ministers of UK and Singapore were travelling on a war ship that was cruising near Saudi Arabia. The 3 were talking about how brave their soldiers were but their discussion soon turned into an argument where each wanted to prove the bravery of their own troops.

The President of USA said, "let me show you what is guts", whereupon he called his Colonel and ordered him "Jump into the sea and swim 3 times around this ship!". The Colonel replied "Anything for Uncle Sam, Sir!", jumped into the shark infested sea and swam 3 rounds with the sharks chasing him like mad! After the 3 successful rounds, the Colonel came up to the deck and said, "I did it for Uncle Sam, my President!". The proud President replied "That's what I call guts!"

The Prime Minister of UK was pissed. He called his 3-star General and said "General, jump into the sea and swim 10 rounds around this ship!". The General replied "Anything for the Queen, Sir!", jumped into the shark infested sea and swam 10 rounds with the sharks chasing him like hell! After the 10 successful rounds, the Colonel came up to the deck and said, "Long Live the Queen!". The proud PM replied "That's what I call guts!"

The Prime Minister of Singapore cannot tahan ("tolerate" in Singapore colloquial). He had to show that his soldiers have it too. So he called one of his Privates and said "Soldier, jump into the sea and swim 50 rounds".The Private replied "Ooi, you seow is it ? ("mad" in Hokkien) I just bought my Executive Condo and I am paying through my nose. You want me to jump and die or what? If you want to ya-ya (show off in Malay), you jump into the sea lah". Lee Hsien Loong smiled and said "Now, that's what I call guts!"

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One day, at KK hospital, 4 babies were born....a German baby, a Jewish baby, a Filipino baby and a Singaporean baby. However, by mistake, someone reshuffled the babies and the nurse who was on duty that day couldn't differentiate the babies as they were too young (all babies look alike when they are newly born). So this poor nurse couldn't figure out how to tell the babies apart....and finally she went to ask the head matron for help.

The head matron thought for a while...then she came up with a really fantastic solution. She put up a serious air and saluted, "Heil Hitler!" And the German baby saluted, "Heil Hitler!" The Jewish baby, on seeing the Nazi salute, ^&^% in his diapers.

Then the Singaporean baby, on seeing the mess made by the Jewish baby, turned to the Filipino baby in disgust and said, "Hey you, clean up the mess!"

A bit of cold* but I'm still posting x)

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I'm kind of feeling lonely right now .. Have no idea why , though ... Just so exhausted.. Been watching Princess Hours for quite a long time , stopped at Disc 17 or 18 ..

Today it rained .. after it rained , it looked so clear to me , the blue skies with the white clouds encircling each other .. Although I said I would try to abstain from thinking wild thoughts , my mind keep tuning on to the past memories .. I liked the rain a lot . Although at the start , what rained down was acidic rain which was quite oily .

Quite looking forward to the days we have left in schooling , though I once said that I really hated going to school , here's a paradox* : I actually would miss coming to school . I rather not see some people but some people who are my good friends and some others , I really liked school because of them ..

Think I'm going off to mapling <3 . Want to level up fast x) .
Felicia<3 (o_o)

P.S. *paradox refers to irony.

I'm kind of feeling lonely right now .. Have no idea why , though ... Just so exhausted.. Been watching Princess Hours for quite a long time , stopped at Disc 17 or 18 ..

Today it rained .. after it rained , it looked so clear to me , the blue skies with the white clouds encircling each other .. Although I said I would try to abstain from thinking wild thoughts , my mind keep tuning on to the past memories .. I liked the rain a lot . Although at the start , what rained down was acidic rain which was quite oily .

Quite looking forward to the days we have left in schooling , though I once said that I really hated going to school , here's a paradox* : I actually would miss coming to school . I rather not see some people but some people who are my good friends and some others , I really liked school because of them ..

Think I'm going off to mapling <3 . Want to level up fast x) .
Felicia<3 (o_o)

P.S. *paradox refers to irony.

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I love reflecting on my past actions and remembering old memories as they pass by me .. Weird , but its true . Today nothing much , my sister had mathematics tution and I went to watch Princess Hours . I was so engrossed in it until after I finished showering , I still went to watch although I had english tution in a while . I like my english tution . The teacher is very funny and interesting . She share a lot of her experiences with us .. she been to a lot of places and read a lot of books too . The recent book that she wanted us to read was the KiteRunner . I told her that after I read it , I couldn't bear to touch it again . The story was very heart-rending at the end . She asked us to find another book but I forgt the name liao . Next week , we will be tested on the book . She is a very unique and interesting teacher indeed .

She spotted a cockroach and shouted and screamed like what .. crazy .. then I said , I dun care about the cockroach so long dun disturb me or I dun do anything to it , nothing will happen to me what .. Then , she say girls who are not scared of cockroaches are seriously weird people . Then , she gave us back the comprehension we did which I scored 4 out of 25 . I know its a bad result but the highest was 5 and the lowest 0 . The difficulty level was 10/10 leh . Killer .

After the tution ended , I went to a lot of shops in WestMall with my friend , who studied in my ex school and was in the same tution . We went to Comic Connections to take a look at the latest mangas .. then , we went to Precious Moments , a gift shop . The messages inside the cards were interesting . After looking for a while , we went to Sans Bookshop . I read a comic book which had 4 stories in it .. I mean in chinese lahz .She found a book which suited her choice and read through it for a while before we decided to go home . Actually , we initially wanted to go to the National Library but unfortunately it was closed due to being a national holiday and all .

I reached home at 5+ den went to use the computer to play audition and bought some new clothes to wear in audition xP . Then , played maple for a while , completed the quest but tomorrow , when I play it , I'm attacking monsters to go to Perion . Save my money xP .Then , watched Princess hours again and finished at 10 . Then , I went to blog now xD .

I think after blogging , I'm going to go and sleep liao . Tomorrow have to wake up at 6+ am and go to Jurong East for tution at 7.30am . Crazy but no choice . I know , the chinese teacher will surely scold me for my careless mistakes one when I show her my paper .I'm prepared . xP . I'm going with my sister as well . I'm going to make up for today's class . Yeah , normally , I have tution until 8+ den reach home at 9+.

Okay , so I'm blogging off liaos . Kind of headache cuz my stomach dunno what happen kind of very painful .. maybe its' because I drank something cold and ate hot food . It happens too . I'm looking forward to school as we will go to the Science Discovery Center with my classmates xP with our history teacher , who is really a very humourous person . I'm going to persuade my sister to lend the digital camera which we two share together for project and stuff xP .

So , good night to all and sweet dreams ..

Signing off,
Felicia<3.

I love reflecting on my past actions and remembering old memories as they pass by me .. Weird , but its true . Today nothing much , my sister had mathematics tution and I went to watch Princess Hours . I was so engrossed in it until after I finished showering , I still went to watch although I had english tution in a while . I like my english tution . The teacher is very funny and interesting . She share a lot of her experiences with us .. she been to a lot of places and read a lot of books too . The recent book that she wanted us to read was the KiteRunner . I told her that after I read it , I couldn't bear to touch it again . The story was very heart-rending at the end . She asked us to find another book but I forgt the name liao . Next week , we will be tested on the book . She is a very unique and interesting teacher indeed .

She spotted a cockroach and shouted and screamed like what .. crazy .. then I said , I dun care about the cockroach so long dun disturb me or I dun do anything to it , nothing will happen to me what .. Then , she say girls who are not scared of cockroaches are seriously weird people . Then , she gave us back the comprehension we did which I scored 4 out of 25 . I know its a bad result but the highest was 5 and the lowest 0 . The difficulty level was 10/10 leh . Killer .

After the tution ended , I went to a lot of shops in WestMall with my friend , who studied in my ex school and was in the same tution . We went to Comic Connections to take a look at the latest mangas .. then , we went to Precious Moments , a gift shop . The messages inside the cards were interesting . After looking for a while , we went to Sans Bookshop . I read a comic book which had 4 stories in it .. I mean in chinese lahz .She found a book which suited her choice and read through it for a while before we decided to go home . Actually , we initially wanted to go to the National Library but unfortunately it was closed due to being a national holiday and all .

I reached home at 5+ den went to use the computer to play audition and bought some new clothes to wear in audition xP . Then , played maple for a while , completed the quest but tomorrow , when I play it , I'm attacking monsters to go to Perion . Save my money xP .Then , watched Princess hours again and finished at 10 . Then , I went to blog now xD .

I think after blogging , I'm going to go and sleep liao . Tomorrow have to wake up at 6+ am and go to Jurong East for tution at 7.30am . Crazy but no choice . I know , the chinese teacher will surely scold me for my careless mistakes one when I show her my paper .I'm prepared . xP . I'm going with my sister as well . I'm going to make up for today's class . Yeah , normally , I have tution until 8+ den reach home at 9+.

Okay , so I'm blogging off liaos . Kind of headache cuz my stomach dunno what happen kind of very painful .. maybe its' because I drank something cold and ate hot food . It happens too . I'm looking forward to school as we will go to the Science Discovery Center with my classmates xP with our history teacher , who is really a very humourous person . I'm going to persuade my sister to lend the digital camera which we two share together for project and stuff xP .

So , good night to all and sweet dreams ..

Signing off,
Felicia<3.

Dreams ..

Sometimes , I feel like I dunch even exist in this world .. Maybe its just my thoughts running wild lah .. sometimes people just ignore my existance and my feelings like that ... just like I nt human like dat T_T .

I'm kinda getting freaked out by the warning of viruses attacking my laptop . They kip appearing and my brother, whose the owner , kip saying its just a false alarm and tell me to continue with my tasks . Kind of worrying too much , ain I ?

Today went to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve for the post-exam activity .. Quite interesting .. We saw the freaking monkeys that I hated so much which I saw on my last TAF outing to Bukit Timah Hill .. Then the 1B girls were like psycho like that .. they kip screaming and shouting .. Like they never c monkeys before like dat . Siao arh . This time though , the monkeys were quite cute , the mother monkey holding the child . Then , after that , Mdm Sunarti tell us about the information we needed .. Then , there were 3 mother monkeys holding 3 monkey children indiviually . It was quite fun ..

After that , we gt back to school , had recess , than Geography period . Me , Congrui , HninHnin and Peixian and Jean all gather together cuz no teacher , somemore damn sian lorh . We played the Heartattack with paper , PeiXian do one den play the scissors-paper-stone Heartattack each after the another . Fun leh . The paper gt crushed and crumpled so easily . Lol . Then , Ms Goh come in and show us the photos that she took in her camera during the West Coast outing . Lol.

After that , Jean was part of the commitee to plan for the miniparty which was paid from our class fund . She left then , so boring . We all sit together for a while . Peixian go play Truth or Dare . I kip using Truth lorhs , so cnnot kana anything ;p . Peixian kip asking a lot of personal questions lorhs . Then she was like so innocent and taoqi .. so simple-minded that I couldn't ask her any questions at all . She gt nothing to do so she go to whiteboard and start using the black marker to write something . I went to take a glance . She was writing Happy Birthday Raehanna to Rae lah . Then , raehanna like angry or what , go and scream at her and shout .

Siao one lah , after I went to talk to Peixian , it was the bell and we went home lol . Nothing much to write .. just recording down my feelings . I feel kind of moody lately . Go home , use computer a while , den zoom off to sleep for two and a half hours . I know its very long lah , but I just kinda exhausted by the activites .

My mother kip nagging at me to study study study . So , I did some studying on English . She never specify what she want me to study mahz .. Then , so boring until I went to watch Princess hours on VCD . Interesting , managed to watch one disc , then went online and blogged .

Today was really interesting lah .. but a bit boring .. Lol . I have nothing to say now , really want to write a bit more but I think better not . xP .

I kip telling myself to study study study so I can get better results for Sec2 next yr . I'm really glad that most of us are gonna to study in the same class .. I think that there might be a few new classmates who might join us next year . Okay , I confess , I actually dunch think I did well for my exams , I could have gotten better marks if not for my careless mistakes and all =p . Guess the Literature teacher,Mdm Kurusamy gt a shock when she saw my answer sheet all crumpled . What to do .. I crushed the wrong paper mahz .. I know I too sotong ball liao but what to do .. its nature mahz .. I have to improve more on my subjects . They are quite lousy actually .. -.-" .

Okay , so I finished my blogging for the day . Enjoy your weekends, I wouldn't be cuz tution tution tution . I study and have tution til I going crazy liao . Sometimes maybe I a bit of slow reaction and a bit of blur , cuz I thinking of one thing , den you tell me another thing den I mixed up liao . Lol .

Guess my chinese and english have to really buck up real hard , later people win me again . Lol , so blog another time .

Swite Dreams
<3 Felicia.

Todae =]

Today nothing much happen lah . We had board-games . Scrabble . At the last two rounds , I was like almost going to hyperventilate . It was damn hard and so much pressure weighing on my mind . I was playing with two english pros .. Hnin Hnin and Jean leh . A lot pressure . Later , I just played the scissors-paper-stone game and the one who lose have to get slapped on the hand . I played with a lot of people . Initially i was kind of scared . I had to play with Yuliah,Merabel and Cheryl who really hit damn hard. Then,it ended and my hands were badly scorched from the slaps on my hand . It left quite a lot of marks . But the one who suffered most was Congrui . Lol . Cuz I played with her quite a lot of times and I hit my hardest . Then , when I looked at her hand , it was badly scorched , worst than mine .

I was really upset when Congrui tell me that next year she have to go to NA. When I talked to her for a short while , I felt so upset until I was almost crying . I really don't want to lose her as a classmate and a friend . She was really one of the best friends that I never had . Whenever I start to talk about her , I can detect drops of tears going down my eyes .

Then , later , I went to take a look at Zhihui who was surrounded by a lot of people . They were all trying to make her feel better . I felt a bit of guilt .. because I couldn't do anything to help her feel better. Later today , I went to ask her how was she and was glad that she felt slightly better .

After recess , we went upstairs to our classroom with nothing to do lah , I went to sit with CongRui , HninHnin and PeiXian lah . We go talk talk .. then, each of us did different things . CongRui went to do what she loved a lot : Sleeping =.= . Peixian went to listen to music and played with her hp .. Hnin Hnin was doing nothing but she wanted to sleep there lol . I was reading her library book . Whole 2 periods I wasted on reading the storybook which were 250pages and the worst part was , The story was boring me to death . Lol . Managed to read , than go bully HninHnin see what she doing , playing game in PeiXian hp.

Then I squatted quite a lot of times and sat there , chatting . Nithiya was very bad to take my photo den I went to persuade her to delete it . In the end , she deleted it . Lol . After a long time of talking .. My mouth was almost dry so went to refill my waterbottle .

Tml have to go to Bukit Timah sia . Sian . Post exam activites not really fun .. but at least I'm spending the time with my best friends in my sch , so why not . .

I find myself perplexed with my feelings . I dunno what to feel now . I really cnnot grasp my feelings and make up my mind about what to do and what not to do . Sigh . The holidays are coming , I find myself slacking so tml onwards , I will start myself on assement books and study to buck hard and prepare for Sec2 . I know I'm a crazy lunatic , but what to do . I lost interest in doing everything together . I dun want play gb,maple or audition liao . Dunno why .. Dun even feel like watching anything . Its damn boring nowadays .

Blog tml
Felicia<3 .

Getting bored ..

Kind of getting bored to death . I dun even know what made me come back to this blog again . Sigh . I was damn happy yesterday cuz no netball den go do gardening cip for fun , laughter and enjoyment for one hour . I know you wanna ask me , if u done ur gardening finish liao , why still go and do . I dunno lah . Go home also damn bored lol . I feel damn tired leh . Tml have to go back to school and face all the bitching . About my results arh .. okay lorh . Think I have to buck up and work harder bahz .

I actually signed up as a volunteer to go for Mrs Liang's remedial class during the holidays . Now I'm kind of regretting my decision .. a bit a bit . I should have signed up for Mr Foo's class .. lol . Mrs Liang teach til I pressure liao . I remember , when I went up to give her my name , Nithiya was like stunned a while .. den when i finished , her eyes were like saying,"you crazy arh . Dun have remedial class somemore still go volunteer . Siao ! " Then I felt I owed her a explaination .. so I said , "Aiya , anyway sooner or later she sure put my name on the list one . Somemore my maths so damn bad lorh . " Think she accepted then I just go back to my desk . Then , talk to congrui about the I magazine lorh . We both reading this week's issue .

In chinese class , I was damn embarassed . The stupid teacher go show my picture from the National Day one . I remember I was doing the bladdy survey . Then , somebody call me go look at the window . Then the teacher took the picture . Then I rushed out and asked for the camera to delete the picture .

About results thingy , although it may seem like very good like dat , I kind of disappointed leh . Because I could have gained more marks if I wasn't that careless . Lol . Thats' me . Careless . Aka Care-Less .

Then about yesterday that stupid guy thing , Hnin Hnin actually so nice lorh . She even bothered to call me to talk to me . So sweet of her . Then , we talk talk talk until so long . Actually, I was planning not to go online one . Then , she persuaded me to do so otherwise . Thankgawd I have a good friend like her . She tell me , even if the whole class ignore and hate me after the whole espiode , she and peixian will still be my friends . So sweet of her . She tell me to ignore . So nice of her . Not I singing praises about her lah , is she really deserve one ;] .

Okay , so I gonna log off liao . I kind of really fed up about the whole thing yesterday sia . Anyway , blog nxt time ;]

Felicia<3>

What the fark lahs .

I dunch wanna care anything at all liao . Fine lah , everything I wrong lah . I stupid lah . You guys happy now . I never do anything wrong what . He just went in the blog .. what you think I can do huh . Go his house and hit the computer isit . I tried my best liao everytime . Everyime try to think about you guys' feelings . How about me . Did you ever think that I would be hurt . Whatevers now lah . Dun want be friends okay lorh . Anyway from the start , you guys already decided not to be friends with me liao what . You just want to control me like a puppet . Yah , so I'm a pushover . So what the fark lah . I dun care anything . You think I care ? No way . I'm sick and fed up of helping you and not getting anything from you at all . So what if I tried my best to be friends with you . You guys also dun care what . I'm a puppet , no need feelings rite . Okay lah . Who cares . Do you think I care ? -NIL- NO .

I'm so bloody pissed off . You guys happily happily call me go here go there with you guys . Then , when dun need me , just dump me one side . Who u think I am ? Your puppet arh . Wrong . Anyhow scold me . You didn't even know what he told me lorhs .

Guess what ? I been tolerating everything for the start of the year til now .. I'm bladdy fed-up with everything now .

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GETTING WORSE EVERYTIME~!

Life is getting worse everyday.
It's becoming a nightmare to me.
Have no idea on what should I say.
Sometimes, I feel like, I does not exist in this damn bloody world.
But, it's the fact that,I EXIST.
Maybe not many people notice me.
Well, i'm not famous or anything.
Just me.
Everyday go sch, just sit there and tok.
All we do is tok.
TOK AND TOK AND TOK.
It's so BORING!
I wanted to have more fun!
More! More! More!
Life is nth to me!
It's empty inside!
I know it.
Because i am the beholder of my own life.
Oh well,I'm too bored.
Bored till i'm toking craps now.
Life Sucks!
Let's end here.
I've nothing more to say.
Take care everyone.
<3 Felicia .

GETTING WORSE EVERYTIME~!

Life is getting worse everyday.
It's becoming a nightmare to me.
Have no idea on what should I say.
Sometimes, I feel like, I does not exist in this damn bloody world.
But, it's the fact that,I EXIST.
Maybe not many people notice me.
Well, i'm not famous or anything.
Just me.
Everyday go sch, just sit there and tok.
All we do is tok.
TOK AND TOK AND TOK.
It's so BORING!
I wanted to have more fun!
More! More! More!
Life is nth to me!
It's empty inside!
I know it.
Because i am the beholder of my own life.
Oh well,I'm too bored.
Bored till i'm toking craps now.
Life Sucks!
Let's end here.
I've nothing more to say.
Take care everyone.
<3 Felicia .

Introduction

Ohmygod . I cn't believe it .. how can there be such a thick-skinned person in this world .. Not to mention names , how could u treat urself like you are some ms and all that .. You must really be deprived of some kind of attention . Attention-seeking personality .

Sorry , I kinda overreacted . Dun ask me why cuz I dunno . The examinations are over and the nightmares have just started . Got back the results , though not very happy with them but they are okay .

I'm going bonkers sooner or later , or kind of crazy and insane . I'm tried and tired of putting up all this pretendence for your show and enjoyment . From now onwards , whenever I see frogs , I'm so gonna avoid it . I hate frogs . Guess what .. due to a slight hint that a frog mighta be avoiding me .. I checked the space and found out to my freaking surprise that she have been updating everything and the worst part is , she blocked me for some fucking long months . Who wouldn't b angry . I ask .

MY CHILDHOOD~!

I close my eyes and wander back to childhood

Running around with no worries or fears

My best friends and I, there we stood

Laughing and giggling with happy tears.

Asking permission to spend the night

Everything was quite alright

Opening eyes, I face reality

And then I cry

Look around and see before me

The things that make me die inside

Wondering what happened to the old days

That seemed to fly right by

I'm kinda weird , huh .. Everything seems like a pretendence to me now .. I know .. I wake up from a nightmare , realizing in shock that it is reality .. Sigh . So sian nowadays .

If I ever said I hated you ,

what for you should feel hurt ,

I hate myself even more

for bringing you the hurt

that I preferred to face myself .

I'm in kinda a poematic mood ? Lol .

Been thinking about somebodyys . And more people .

If i ever said that I was upset

and asked you to leave me be

If you did you aren't my true destiny and pal

for what I said is untrue .

I need somebody by my side

Forever and always .

Pathetic ain it ?

Sad but true .

I miss my somebody when I never see him at all ..

Perhaps I should give up

as he never belonged to me at all

If you love somebody ,

The best is to let them go from your side.

If you persist ,

the one hurt at the end

would be yourself ..

Got a bit of bored , sorry . I'm occupying the space in this blog cuz I no long know how to write and how to think for myself . Saddening but its' true . I think more abt others den myself .. Perhaps its just nature . I prefer to hurt myself rather den other people.

Leave me be

By the moonlight where I wander aimlessly

In search of light and hope

that I been missing a lot .

One moment I pause for a second

To think whether what I said was right .

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So , hi . I'm back .

Examinations are over . Hurray !!

Holidays are coming ;] .

Damn sian .

Psle so fast over . Damn unfair .

And I gotta get bz again . Sigh .

Today:

I got trapped by Jaya into giving her name of somebodyyy .

I watched 4 discs of Goong .

I finished my exam

My AuditionSea acct lvl 5 .

Started playing Maple .

Started playing Gunbound .

Feeling damn moody .

What to do? I'm mad .


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In here lies a girl

by the name of Felicia

typing on the computer non-stop

24/7 .

She hate being busy

she hate being insane

she hate being lonely

she hate being bored

so ironical was this girl's story

until everyone who heard her talk

used to laugh at least one a day

at her lame jokes . Lawl .

So , hi . I'm back .

Examinations are over . Hurray !!

Holidays are coming ;] .

Damn sian .

Psle so fast over . Damn unfair .

And I gotta get bz again . Sigh .

Today:

I got trapped by Jaya into giving her name of somebodyyy .

I watched 4 discs of Goong .

I finished my exam

My AuditionSea acct lvl 5 .

Started playing Maple .

Started playing Gunbound .

Feeling damn moody .

What to do? I'm mad .


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In here lies a girl

by the name of Felicia

typing on the computer non-stop

24/7 .

She hate being busy

she hate being insane

she hate being lonely

she hate being bored

so ironical was this girl's story

until everyone who heard her talk

used to laugh at least one a day

at her lame jokes . Lawl .

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Sian .. so its Mid-Autmn Fest again . Sad , i couldn't b part of the fun . A lot of first times came today .


1) Couldn't go down to celebrate . Instead , I'm wasting my bloody time (pardon for foul language) typing all this on a damn laptop which does not have a stable connection . Sigh . All bcuz sumbody taking O Lvls . Sigh .

2) I mistaken Mid-Autmn for Moon Festival . Well , its almost the same except the moon is bigger at this time of the year or sumthing .


3) First time i caught myself out there sneaking into my room with my brother's laptop and blogging in a place that I swore never to blog again after i got caught .

4) Also , first time i find myself and my fingers trembling when I was drawing out the graph for the mathematics paper 2 today . It never happened before , I could swear , I mean particularly on a mathematics examination.

5) During the CME examination which I had a lot of time to check , I was observing a particularly beautiful yellow spotted butterfly among the school grounds and I caught myself staring at the trees outside at nearly every examination we had . I know it is lame but the trees looked like Aspen Trees blooming outside . Due to being engrossed by the sight of the butterfly , I checked one last time and I finally changed my careless mistakes to better choices . Weird , huh ?


6) First time my fingers are aching like crazy due to the amt of activies I been up to . [Check at the back]

7) First tyme , I wasted a day away chatting , auditioning , mapling , chatting , talking , reading , auditioning .


8) First tyme that I find myself craving to get out of my room and rush downstairs to make a bonfire , light candles and celebrate the freaking mid-autumn fest . which usually I had to be dragged and bribed downstairs by my sister every single year .

I know you feel it lame and boring to talk about such thing . But what to do ? I got nothing better to do except for blogging in a place that I said I wun go and blog in once . I broke my promise , so what u gonna do to me ? Smack me? Its' my choice ;] .

Think I gonna watch Goong , Ye Mang Wang Fei . I got the show and my family since dun allow me to go out and let me sit here on the bed and watch and eat the electricity here . They shouldn't mind too much right since they dun wanna me to play computer , watch television or whatevers.

One last thing , even if I lied to you countless times , you will find out that I'm a bad liar . I really freaked out by the examinations this time round . So hard . Die Jiu Die [[ Thats my Motto ]] . Think I gonna retain in Shuqun for one more freaking year . But who cares ? Just retain jiu retain lorhs . I'm prepared with the feeling of discomfort and sadness of having to leave my classmates next yr .

Although i once said that I disliked my classmates , I found myself liking them day by day ;] . My class will forever rawkz !

BuhBye
Felicia.


P.S. Think I gonna watch Goong or I have nthing to do and dats kind of boring . T-T .

Sian .. so its Mid-Autmn Fest again . Sad , i couldn't b part of the fun . A lot of first times came today .


1) Couldn't go down to celebrate . Instead , I'm wasting my bloody time (pardon for foul language) typing all this on a damn laptop which does not have a stable connection . Sigh . All bcuz sumbody taking O Lvls . Sigh .

2) I mistaken Mid-Autmn for Moon Festival . Well , its almost the same except the moon is bigger at this time of the year or sumthing .


3) First time i caught myself out there sneaking into my room with my brother's laptop and blogging in a place that I swore never to blog again after i got caught .

4) Also , first time i find myself and my fingers trembling when I was drawing out the graph for the mathematics paper 2 today . It never happened before , I could swear , I mean particularly on a mathematics examination.

5) During the CME examination which I had a lot of time to check , I was observing a particularly beautiful yellow spotted butterfly among the school grounds and I caught myself staring at the trees outside at nearly every examination we had . I know it is lame but the trees looked like Aspen Trees blooming outside . Due to being engrossed by the sight of the butterfly , I checked one last time and I finally changed my careless mistakes to better choices . Weird , huh ?


6) First time my fingers are aching like crazy due to the amt of activies I been up to . [Check at the back]

7) First tyme , I wasted a day away chatting , auditioning , mapling , chatting , talking , reading , auditioning .


8) First tyme that I find myself craving to get out of my room and rush downstairs to make a bonfire , light candles and celebrate the freaking mid-autumn fest . which usually I had to be dragged and bribed downstairs by my sister every single year .

I know you feel it lame and boring to talk about such thing . But what to do ? I got nothing better to do except for blogging in a place that I said I wun go and blog in once . I broke my promise , so what u gonna do to me ? Smack me? Its' my choice ;] .

Think I gonna watch Goong , Ye Mang Wang Fei . I got the show and my family since dun allow me to go out and let me sit here on the bed and watch and eat the electricity here . They shouldn't mind too much right since they dun wanna me to play computer , watch television or whatevers.

One last thing , even if I lied to you countless times , you will find out that I'm a bad liar . I really freaked out by the examinations this time round . So hard . Die Jiu Die [[ Thats my Motto ]] . Think I gonna retain in Shuqun for one more freaking year . But who cares ? Just retain jiu retain lorhs . I'm prepared with the feeling of discomfort and sadness of having to leave my classmates next yr .

Although i once said that I disliked my classmates , I found myself liking them day by day ;] . My class will forever rawkz !

BuhBye
Felicia.


P.S. Think I gonna watch Goong or I have nthing to do and dats kind of boring . T-T .