Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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omg, this singer is CUTE!
:]

damn cutecute, :]
as a kid,
as a teenager too :D

Declan Galbraith, apparantly a german singer.
annika, :D i'm so envious!

here's a video of his hit when he was seven years old, amazing power-ness.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_j6IBdHW_rY&feature=related

lyrics.

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why,(why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Why why, does the tigers run?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we shoot the gun?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we never learn?)
Can someone tell us why we let the forests burn

(why why do we say we care?) tell me why
(why why do we stand and stare?) tell me why
(why why do the dolphins cry?) tell me why
can someone tell us why we let the ocean die

(why why if we're all the same?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never end?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends (x2)

why why?
omg, this singer is CUTE!
:]

damn cutecute, :]
as a kid,
as a teenager too :D

Declan Galbraith, apparantly a german singer.
annika, :D i'm so envious!

here's a video of his hit when he was seven years old, amazing power-ness.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_j6IBdHW_rY&feature=related

lyrics.

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why,(why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Why why, does the tigers run?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we shoot the gun?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we never learn?)
Can someone tell us why we let the forests burn

(why why do we say we care?) tell me why
(why why do we stand and stare?) tell me why
(why why do the dolphins cry?) tell me why
can someone tell us why we let the ocean die

(why why if we're all the same?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never end?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends (x2)

why why?

Sunday, September 28, 2008

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真的,够了。
我不知道,还要为你哭泣多久
我累了
真的,好累, 好讨厌这样的自己
事情拖得更久,反而越来越放不下
反正事情回搞到这种地步,都不是单单我一人弄得。
好想你,好想念和你再一起的日子,真的好难忘记我们拥有过得一切。
可能我们之间所拥有过得只是我一个人自己自作多情罢了
不要再欺骗自己了,
该是时候忘了你..
真的,够了。
我不知道,还要为你哭泣多久
我累了
真的,好累, 好讨厌这样的自己
事情拖得更久,反而越来越放不下
反正事情回搞到这种地步,都不是单单我一人弄得。
好想你,好想念和你再一起的日子,真的好难忘记我们拥有过得一切。
可能我们之间所拥有过得只是我一个人自己自作多情罢了
不要再欺骗自己了,
该是时候忘了你..

Friday, September 19, 2008

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沿海公路的出口

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手

omgomgomg lahhhh! she's new album coming out on 23 of september~
woohoo, four more days!
yay-ness, two songs out already, nicenicenice,
can't wait!
excited siah!

one year and four months :D
nicenice.

getting sleep derived.
just now go all the way to jason house.
only to find him sleeping and the worksheets taken away
damn.
to think that i rushed all the way straight from school too.
when i was done, i was like, practically zzz-ing on the bus home.
sian-ed.

im tired.
seriously mentally and physically tired.
i can't keep this up.

studystudystudy,
do homework,
studying for tests,
going out only for the sake of tution,
preparing examinations..
is that what life is all about?
idk anymore.
i can't wait for eoy to come.
come on, must jiayou.
your eoy must fare better than any of the rest of the exams.
-sigh,
but im scared.
terribly terribly scared and stressed.
D:

hais.


to janice,
happyfourteenth.
:]
hope you enjoy your birthday.
沿海公路的出口

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手

omgomgomg lahhhh! she's new album coming out on 23 of september~
woohoo, four more days!
yay-ness, two songs out already, nicenicenice,
can't wait!
excited siah!

one year and four months :D
nicenice.

getting sleep derived.
just now go all the way to jason house.
only to find him sleeping and the worksheets taken away
damn.
to think that i rushed all the way straight from school too.
when i was done, i was like, practically zzz-ing on the bus home.
sian-ed.

im tired.
seriously mentally and physically tired.
i can't keep this up.

studystudystudy,
do homework,
studying for tests,
going out only for the sake of tution,
preparing examinations..
is that what life is all about?
idk anymore.
i can't wait for eoy to come.
come on, must jiayou.
your eoy must fare better than any of the rest of the exams.
-sigh,
but im scared.
terribly terribly scared and stressed.
D:

hais.


to janice,
happyfourteenth.
:]
hope you enjoy your birthday.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

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omg o:
so spot on siaaa.
feeeeels weirddddd :]

Check out: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm
take the personality test and figure out your own personality.

I'm INFJ :D
omg o:
so spot on siaaa.
feeeeels weirddddd :]

Check out: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm
take the personality test and figure out your own personality.

I'm INFJ :D

Thursday, September 11, 2008

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tired of all these nonsense.
stressing man.
yeah i know that eoy is the most important examinations whole year round..
but thinking bout it.
somehow it doesn't make sense at all.
holidays, seem not to be for enjoyment.
but just to further our education.
you see, holiday homework, holiday remedials all weigh high percentile of our holidays,
how are we supposed to relax and enjoy man?!
-faint luh.

and, if we still have homework added in during this period that we're supposed to use for revision as well as and attending our cca (cca are still ongoing this week) and also remedials, as well as our own tutions, HOW THE HELL IN THE WORLD ARE WE SUPPOSED TO MAKE FULL USE OF OUR TIME TO STUDY WHEN WE HAVE BEEN STUDYING AT SCHOOL, OUTSIDE SCHOOL AND AT HOME?

seriously, sorry, just suddenly felt indigent.
and my msn is not working and all -.-
crappeh.


i felt emotional this week,
for two days.
yesterday i felt better,
and it was time for me to let go of the past.
:D
losing her wasn't my fault.
it was just fate.
time to accept that after months of grumbling and moaning
it wasn't meant to be.
:D

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!
SEE YULIAH!
i'm cheeeeeerFUL!
:]

omg, after eoy, i got bigbig plans man
:DDD
i feel that i'm going to enjoy myself cooking,
just not the washing up part.
-.-
i wonder how many am i going to make?
=/
looking forward to somebody's cookies ^^

lets talk about the current,
i cut my hair.
yes, again.
=/
it was getting too long.
and now.
-moans.
-grumbles

after one hour of patient waiting, i finally got my turn.
hair became uber short man D:
it has been so long since i experienced shortness of hair.
Lol, don't worry,
still got small ponytail
wahahaahhaws.

still, i'm shocked o:!
anyway, goodluck to all for EOY!
and jiayouuuu! YOU CAN DO IT!

^^, thats it.

Cheryl: Updated :D
tired of all these nonsense.
stressing man.
yeah i know that eoy is the most important examinations whole year round..
but thinking bout it.
somehow it doesn't make sense at all.
holidays, seem not to be for enjoyment.
but just to further our education.
you see, holiday homework, holiday remedials all weigh high percentile of our holidays,
how are we supposed to relax and enjoy man?!
-faint luh.

and, if we still have homework added in during this period that we're supposed to use for revision as well as and attending our cca (cca are still ongoing this week) and also remedials, as well as our own tutions, HOW THE HELL IN THE WORLD ARE WE SUPPOSED TO MAKE FULL USE OF OUR TIME TO STUDY WHEN WE HAVE BEEN STUDYING AT SCHOOL, OUTSIDE SCHOOL AND AT HOME?

seriously, sorry, just suddenly felt indigent.
and my msn is not working and all -.-
crappeh.


i felt emotional this week,
for two days.
yesterday i felt better,
and it was time for me to let go of the past.
:D
losing her wasn't my fault.
it was just fate.
time to accept that after months of grumbling and moaning
it wasn't meant to be.
:D

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!
SEE YULIAH!
i'm cheeeeeerFUL!
:]

omg, after eoy, i got bigbig plans man
:DDD
i feel that i'm going to enjoy myself cooking,
just not the washing up part.
-.-
i wonder how many am i going to make?
=/
looking forward to somebody's cookies ^^

lets talk about the current,
i cut my hair.
yes, again.
=/
it was getting too long.
and now.
-moans.
-grumbles

after one hour of patient waiting, i finally got my turn.
hair became uber short man D:
it has been so long since i experienced shortness of hair.
Lol, don't worry,
still got small ponytail
wahahaahhaws.

still, i'm shocked o:!
anyway, goodluck to all for EOY!
and jiayouuuu! YOU CAN DO IT!

^^, thats it.

Cheryl: Updated :D

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

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dunwan to post,
would be busy until eoy ends :]

HERE IS THE LONG-AWAITED,




durian muffins during the cooking comp,
now then i finally see the picpic.

yummy right?! :D!
dunwan to post,
would be busy until eoy ends :]

HERE IS THE LONG-AWAITED,




durian muffins during the cooking comp,
now then i finally see the picpic.

yummy right?! :D!

Thursday, September 04, 2008

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i wish, if only i had read this earlier, maybe things that happened, would not have happened, sigh.

10 Points to Maintain Friendship

1. FOCUS ON WHAT YOU CAN GIVE TO A FRIEND, NOT WHAT YOU CAN GET OUT
OF A FRIENDSHIP.
- If being happy is your only motive for wanting someone to be your
friend, then you are not being a real friend. Don't get caught up in
keeping tabs on who has given most in the friendship. Give to your
friends regardless of how much they give to you.

2. ENCOURAGE YOUR FRIEND.
- Real friends inspire and push each other to be the best that they
can be, rather than drag each other down. They are happy when other
people achieve their goals.

3. BE WILLING TO FORGIVE.
- Don't let hurt turn to grudge. This is one sure way to destroy a
friendship. Forgive your friend and move on.

4. TACTFULLY POINT OUT THEIR MISTAKES.
- This is one way to show concern for others. If you really care, you
will tactfully point out a specific example for his own good. But
once you've brought the problem to your friend's attention, don't
harp on it all the time. Don't walk away from a friendship when you
see some of your friend's faults. Be patient with a friend as he or
she tries to change. Realize that nobody is perfect.

5. BE RELIABLE.
- When you say you are going to be there, be there.

6. DON'T TRY TO CONTROL YOUR FRIENDS.
- Real friendship does not mean you always have to be together. It
may be tempting to have a fun person all to yourself, and feel
threatened when your friend spends time with others. If you are
afraid to let your friends out of your sight, you are probably afraid
of losing them. Good friendship will endure time spent apart. You and
your friends may learn to appreciate each other even more.

7. BE THERE FOR THE GOOD AND THE BAD TIMES.
- Celebrate with them if your friends are excited about something.
But don't be there just for the good times. When your friend is upset
about something, give them your full attention. Most of the time,
what friends really need is a sympathetic ear, someone who understand
their feelings.

8. LEARN TO ACCEPT PERSONALITY DIFFERENCES IN YOUR FRIENDS.
- Be careful not to evaluate other people by how you react in a
particular situation. Do not automatically take your friends'
behaviour personally.

9. DON'T BE A BLABBERMOUTH.
- Learn and be willing to keep each other's secrets.

10.DON'T LET ARGUMENTS DESTROY YOUR FRIENDSHIP.
- Suppose you're having a discussion with a friend and after you've
said what you think is true, they still disagree. Don't keep arguing
until you get mad with each other. Just drop it. Your desire to win
the argument may ruin your friendship.
i wish, if only i had read this earlier, maybe things that happened, would not have happened, sigh.

10 Points to Maintain Friendship

1. FOCUS ON WHAT YOU CAN GIVE TO A FRIEND, NOT WHAT YOU CAN GET OUT
OF A FRIENDSHIP.
- If being happy is your only motive for wanting someone to be your
friend, then you are not being a real friend. Don't get caught up in
keeping tabs on who has given most in the friendship. Give to your
friends regardless of how much they give to you.

2. ENCOURAGE YOUR FRIEND.
- Real friends inspire and push each other to be the best that they
can be, rather than drag each other down. They are happy when other
people achieve their goals.

3. BE WILLING TO FORGIVE.
- Don't let hurt turn to grudge. This is one sure way to destroy a
friendship. Forgive your friend and move on.

4. TACTFULLY POINT OUT THEIR MISTAKES.
- This is one way to show concern for others. If you really care, you
will tactfully point out a specific example for his own good. But
once you've brought the problem to your friend's attention, don't
harp on it all the time. Don't walk away from a friendship when you
see some of your friend's faults. Be patient with a friend as he or
she tries to change. Realize that nobody is perfect.

5. BE RELIABLE.
- When you say you are going to be there, be there.

6. DON'T TRY TO CONTROL YOUR FRIENDS.
- Real friendship does not mean you always have to be together. It
may be tempting to have a fun person all to yourself, and feel
threatened when your friend spends time with others. If you are
afraid to let your friends out of your sight, you are probably afraid
of losing them. Good friendship will endure time spent apart. You and
your friends may learn to appreciate each other even more.

7. BE THERE FOR THE GOOD AND THE BAD TIMES.
- Celebrate with them if your friends are excited about something.
But don't be there just for the good times. When your friend is upset
about something, give them your full attention. Most of the time,
what friends really need is a sympathetic ear, someone who understand
their feelings.

8. LEARN TO ACCEPT PERSONALITY DIFFERENCES IN YOUR FRIENDS.
- Be careful not to evaluate other people by how you react in a
particular situation. Do not automatically take your friends'
behaviour personally.

9. DON'T BE A BLABBERMOUTH.
- Learn and be willing to keep each other's secrets.

10.DON'T LET ARGUMENTS DESTROY YOUR FRIENDSHIP.
- Suppose you're having a discussion with a friend and after you've
said what you think is true, they still disagree. Don't keep arguing
until you get mad with each other. Just drop it. Your desire to win
the argument may ruin your friendship.

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LOL, just a short blog update before i go.

:D now doing my holiday homework.
^^ must learn to start holiday homework, so can enjoy rest of holidays yeahhh!
completed chemisty and ss only D:
now going to start on chinese.
need to do research sia D:
compo.

and i realized last night, although chocolate makes ppl happy & energetic,
it doesn't work for me though ._.
seriously.
it just lifts up the spirit, nothing else.
LOLLLL!

OKAY GAMBATTE!
:D

byebye.

HAPPY TO AMANDAGOHSIUPOH,
BELATED
BIRTHDAY.

:D
LOL, just a short blog update before i go.

:D now doing my holiday homework.
^^ must learn to start holiday homework, so can enjoy rest of holidays yeahhh!
completed chemisty and ss only D:
now going to start on chinese.
need to do research sia D:
compo.

and i realized last night, although chocolate makes ppl happy & energetic,
it doesn't work for me though ._.
seriously.
it just lifts up the spirit, nothing else.
LOLLLL!

OKAY GAMBATTE!
:D

byebye.

HAPPY TO AMANDAGOHSIUPOH,
BELATED
BIRTHDAY.

:D

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

experience@sg poly.

well well well, it has been a eventful day ytd..
today went to sg poly,
just started watching It Started With A Kiss (ISWAK) :D
nicenice,
.. watch until 12 then bath, chiong out house lols..

was late, so i rushed out of home, lucky didn't forget to bring anything.
i lost my way cancan, the damn place so big.

Some fun facts about sgpoly:
- the size of 55 football fields o.O
- over 120 co-curriculum activities available.
- 144 courses available to take..
- 9 schools of courses.

paisehpaiseh keep asking way then later on, had to sit front row,
spotted yiimei, elaine, dexter they all and joesphine,
sms-ed joesphine.
omg lah,
i was LATE, and i actually got $10 KFC voucher,
O: WTH SIA LOLL!
was thinking to self,"What a lucky day..."

watched the DJ performance as well as the wushu club ppl perform,
damn nicenice.
had makan time, buffet okay!
chatted with joesphine, found mary cheryl mingyun huaiyue (:
then went to line up at group I according to the courses i wanted to take..
then i took the first course, Creative Writing for Media & Television.
actually i was debating with myself whether to take the second course lol..
then dexter elaine sherhwee took that one,
so i thought, this course might be the right one, so went for it.

our course teachers were wendy, chaz, sherlin.
wendy was very humourous, sarcastic at times, but damn dramatic,
reminds me of a certain ms khan(:, she has a rather bubbly personality, and is proud of her belly "if only i could .." LOL!

one thing unique about chaz was perhaps that he talks with a americanish accent, very nice, i guess thats what u get when you stay at america for a long period of time, makes me wonder when annika goes back to germany, would she speak with a singlish accent? ^^

as for sherlin, she's a very friendly and helpful lady, damn nice person too!
i feel that we're like damn fortunate, or something.

firstly, as a first-time encounter session,
we had something remotely the same as icebreaker.
we formed a circle, and then we were to stand out when it was our turn and say our name, then the second phrase of the thingy was to stand out when its our turn and do a action that is part of our own personality and our name. lols, so nervous siaa.
i stayed quiet okay! -emo.
LOL!, kidding!

after that was done, we were to walk around the whole room, doing actions resembling the chicken/hyena like cocking our head front, like the rooster lols.

later on, we all sat down in our *changed* positions, for the talk.

Things to notice when somebody speaks
Pitch - High/Low
Pause - Stop/Continue on.
Pace - Fast/Slow
Posture? i think.
Inflection - Feelings suggested.
Tone - Sarcasm/Friendly/Insulting.

Important in a drama scenario:
Setting
Protagonist - The main person in the scene "the star"
Goal of Protagonist - Main aim/motive.
Antagonist - The person trying to stop protagonist/obstacle in protagonist's way.
Conflict - "a added in part," the climax/the part where it gets your attention.
Resolution - ofcourse, must have ending ma.
(Inclusive of 5W - Who,Where,What,When,Why & 1H - How?!)


Later on, we were arranged in pairs according to my seating arrangement.
my partner was kind of ignoring me ._."
cause she had two other friends who attended the course with her tgt,
can't blame her,
so we were like,
no practice&i had to keep staring at her LOL.

after that, we were supposed to form groups of three,
so i joined Nellie & Shuqi,
Nellie is from Bukit Merah Sec, Shuqi from northview.
They were very friendly & we were similar in one thing, all three were romantics.
hahahas!
so we were supposed to write out a scenario with all the points about drama.
then our story were on a typical dramatic love story.
and we added a twist in a story :D
ours were on a girl who was from a poor family who got into a school for the rich&famous kids, a nerd cum bookworm who had a crush on the hottest guy in school.
"typical drama .."
then the antagonist was another girl from the same school who was the school belle, who liked the guy too, who would always play pranks on the antagonist to make her feel inferior as her actions after the sabotaging attempts by the antagonist would seem to others very hilarious and a joke.
and the twist in the drama came about when both girls realized that the guy they liked were not the person they imagined him to be, and gave up on him, ended up best of friends ^^
YAY!
LOL.

okay, so we had voting.
but the nicest part about it was that,
everybody else except for the best group all had the same thing :D
we had three packets of Toblerone Light Chocolate/Toblerone Dark Chocolate as well as Peanut M&Ms (:
we spilt the goods together.
nicenicenice,
then we had a free t-shirt as a gift.

i found mary and hy released, so we sat down and talked about the courses that we attended.
walao eh, they both damn lucky, they had each other in the course,
i was the only one from shuqun in my course.
"loner loner" ):
then i realized that they didn't get the things i had.
woa, lucky.

so we were entertained by sp's band made out of three ppl, A GREYSCALE THEORY
the lead vocal's voice was damn husky and nice man.
they played:
(Not in order)
Boston by Augusta,
I'm Yours by Jason Mraz,
My Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (LOL, when we heard that song, me and mary were like,"THIS IS IT MAN!" LOLL! our class favourite song for sec three camp ^^
The Remedy by Jason Mraz,
Superhero by dunu who...

and then ENCORE!
asyraf sang with the lead singer, the song, I'm Yours by jason mraz,
damn nice siaaaaa!

then went home,
mrt damn crowded.

Omg, it was like, such a perfect day, except that it wasn't to last when i got home.
awwww D:

I enjoyed myself ^^