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so there's tremors i hear,
but i cant feel it compared to the tremor i feel in my heart right now.

i'm sorely disappointed at my grades.
everything dropped, except maths which improved by two grades or maybe one.

English, i screwed up my paper one, gotta remember to keep my words to a limit, to prevent story from being too draggy.

Maths, fine, except paper two could be better. Paper one could do with some improvement too.

MT, an inevitable fact that i'll have to face (NO CURE)

F&N, ready to chiong for it, spam read essays and memorize all the shit.

what else.

History was okay, except i dropped like, one grade.
SS was terrible, my essay really screwed up, like suddenly i didn't even know what i was writing.

Combined sciences was the worse.
I failed it!!!!

Physios, need more revision & more time to study .
Chemistry was bad. Careless mistakes accounted for most of the marks.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i can go and die now.

.......
too bad its not the end of the world yet.
can i really do it?
im beginning to doubt myself.

look, i even scored more than 20!
-_- how ridiculous?

okay bye.

so there's tremors i hear,
but i cant feel it compared to the tremor i feel in my heart right now.

i'm sorely disappointed at my grades.
everything dropped, except maths which improved by two grades or maybe one.

English, i screwed up my paper one, gotta remember to keep my words to a limit, to prevent story from being too draggy.

Maths, fine, except paper two could be better. Paper one could do with some improvement too.

MT, an inevitable fact that i'll have to face (NO CURE)

F&N, ready to chiong for it, spam read essays and memorize all the shit.

what else.

History was okay, except i dropped like, one grade.
SS was terrible, my essay really screwed up, like suddenly i didn't even know what i was writing.

Combined sciences was the worse.
I failed it!!!!

Physios, need more revision & more time to study .
Chemistry was bad. Careless mistakes accounted for most of the marks.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i can go and die now.

.......
too bad its not the end of the world yet.
can i really do it?
im beginning to doubt myself.

look, i even scored more than 20!
-_- how ridiculous?

okay bye.

Epic failure.

I'm a failure as a friend,
failure as a daughter,
failure as a student.

no matter what i do.
i just can't please my mum.
when i say the wrong things, its all my bloody fault,
no matter how many times i apologised.
i dont know when things got to this.
it seems like just a few words,
can mean so much when its' spoken from the mouth.
i'm wrong yes.
but how am i supposed to know that i did the wrong thing?
only after i face the music.
and by that time, i'm the world's greatest noobshit.
the most unwanted trash, rubbish and bullshit.
so when i say im sorry,
its no longer wanted.
whatever i do = amount to nothing.
so whats the point of me trying so hard?!

i'm a nobody.
i feel fine.
.......
dunno.
my mind is in a whirl, confused, moody, sad, and crying.

its complicated

IM PROUD OF MYSELF!!!
I MANAGED TO FINISH TWO SS HOMEWORK IN ONE DAY (amazing feat!!!)
spent the whole day in the library with clarine.
met mingyun, jean, huaiyue upstairs.
then went down, met donghoon, tom and guan kiat lollllllll~
at night, met cindy and wankiang hahaa.
haha, it was pretty fun, just very tired.

got amazed by this fascinating song.
hear, and give your comments.



If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback
Songwriters: Kroeger, Chad;

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?