Tuesday, January 06, 2009

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old habits die hard.

..

i just finished school and was panicking about the stupid maths test that i screwed up. Screw me.

I'm scared.
I'm terrified of being the only retainee.
):

save me.
i'm tired of waking up in the morning,
and telling self that it's gonna be a shit school day.
i'm tired of sleeping at night in the wee hours,
telling self not to be scared and tmr will be better.
it doesn't work that way.

screw 2009.
i miss 2008.

Oh,
AND IM NOT NOT NOT EMO!
old habits die hard.

..

i just finished school and was panicking about the stupid maths test that i screwed up. Screw me.

I'm scared.
I'm terrified of being the only retainee.
):

save me.
i'm tired of waking up in the morning,
and telling self that it's gonna be a shit school day.
i'm tired of sleeping at night in the wee hours,
telling self not to be scared and tmr will be better.
it doesn't work that way.

screw 2009.
i miss 2008.

Oh,
AND IM NOT NOT NOT EMO!