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i started to think that i might be crazy.
turning nuts soon.
people daydream about being in a magical world, and me?
i think about homework all the time, in the bath, reading, watching tv, chatting, facebooking, everywhere.

i have nightmares.
i used to have nightmares about cats, vampires, crocodiles and zombies.
seems like i was pretty hyperactive in imagination when i was young.
now?
i have nightmares about being the fool in class who can't answer a question,
is late for three hours and failure.
so weird.

i used to be more approachable, more friendly last time.
now i'm not lol.
i feel like i'm the one keeping the distance.
but i don't know why.
it feels like its better that way.
somehow.

am i weird?
i kept having saturday night fever.
as in, super hyper up for one day,
keep disturbing others.

somhow, i feel like a outcast (feeling happy when i'm not, for the wrong reasons)
and even more, a hinderance.

):!

i started to think that i might be crazy.
turning nuts soon.
people daydream about being in a magical world, and me?
i think about homework all the time, in the bath, reading, watching tv, chatting, facebooking, everywhere.

i have nightmares.
i used to have nightmares about cats, vampires, crocodiles and zombies.
seems like i was pretty hyperactive in imagination when i was young.
now?
i have nightmares about being the fool in class who can't answer a question,
is late for three hours and failure.
so weird.

i used to be more approachable, more friendly last time.
now i'm not lol.
i feel like i'm the one keeping the distance.
but i don't know why.
it feels like its better that way.
somehow.

am i weird?
i kept having saturday night fever.
as in, super hyper up for one day,
keep disturbing others.

somhow, i feel like a outcast (feeling happy when i'm not, for the wrong reasons)
and even more, a hinderance.

):!

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what a bloody fabulous day to spend v day.
panicking about homewokr.
thinkingabout homework.
trading in habbo with noobs.
getting cursed along with my parents - what losers.
spending the day listening to mushy love songs.
LOL.
I hate v day.
It's just a day for lovesick fools.
:D

what a bloody fabulous day to spend v day.
panicking about homewokr.
thinkingabout homework.
trading in habbo with noobs.
getting cursed along with my parents - what losers.
spending the day listening to mushy love songs.
LOL.
I hate v day.
It's just a day for lovesick fools.
:D

cip.

i had cip ytd, early sat morning at redhill mrt.
it was quite fun, yet still quite akward.
imagine how embarrassing the scenario is when you have been one of those people where other people approach you for a donation and now the role is reversed and you're the one asking for money.

i could really empathesize with the people having to go for flag day, it must be awful.

imagine people darting strange and annoyed looks at you.
some are even worse, showing you mock ignorance and just continuing their way.
the worst comes when some look at you for a moment there, start to open their bags, and walk away, as a sign of distraction and mock hope - how horrifying?

some friendly people will go up the walkway and show me their "already donated" stickers as proof, one guy was damn funny, he sticked it on the end of his shirt and pulled it to show us, like revealing belly button rofl.

another uncle was even more amusing, he was like, OMG, CAUGHT! Then i was like rolling my eyes and laughing. It was fun.

are singaporeans so unsympathic nowadays?

maybe not, and that still remains a debatable issue.

there's one refined lady, who when i approached her for donations, she started to take out her wallet to give, and she questioned what is the donation for.
after i told her, she donated more - what a nice lady.

there are also others, when they see the bag, they don't even wait for me to say anything or approach them, and freely give, like automatically.

Generous singaporeans versue the more wary singaporeans? Maybe.

It was really enriching :]

Back to self.

I have been suffering from sore throat and severe coughing this week.
right now it's still ongoing and i feel very terrible.
the sore throat went so sore that i swear, i sounded like a guy when i talked to my classmate - imagine the horror!
the severe coughing was coughing for 3-5 times straight and it's loud, and really makes people wanna puke that type.

terrible, i hope i get well soon :D